It seems like forever ♥

Just cause I don't have the courage

2012-03-02T14:17:00.000+08:00

I want to tell you so much it's you that I like.
But I dont have the courage...
Im afraid....
It'll make things awkward...
and all the other things i can think of in my head...
I like the way we're... but i like you, and I want to be closer to you.
And i want to tell you that....
but I just don't have the courage to....

You make my life cheerful, funny and all so light up :) I like you for who you are, I like you cause you're unique. Cause you're who you're. And you're a awesome;sweet;funny person that I can ever dreamt of......

If only I can tell you about how I feel~

We Just Keep On Dreaming

2012-02-26T14:25:00.000+08:00

We Just Keep On Dreaming>/u>
about the things that should happened.
might happened
would happened
want to happened

Annyeong Haseyo! ^ ∇ ^
Okay, the weather these 2days are a hell... Typical Melbourne weather, it's friggin hot as and I cant stand it!!!!!!!!! (≧▽≦)
I'm having needles (injections), english oral presentation and maths test tomorrow all in a day... Really looking forward to =_____=lll
And also I've this terrible itchy rash on my thighs and Im really annoyed and sad about it... Cos my skin is really bad now, it's been about a week since I've the rash and it just itches the hell out of me...
Hopefully it goes away soon :( I even tried having frozen plain water in a empty Coca Cola Vanilla bottle and place it on the area to make it feel cooling.....
But it hasn't go away yet! Argh! So pissed off, I applied this cream too but it doesn't work either :(
I've been trying really hard not to scratch it, but when it's really itchy I cant stand it and scratch it T_T"

Anyways, I hope that...

the rash goes away
I'll be able to do my English Oral Presentation tomorrow and not messed it up
be able to do the maths test tomorrow and not have any careless mistakes.
get my school netbook
stupid laptop stop overheating every single effing time i use it no matter what I do.
everything goes well
hope that everything goes well for him too ｡◕‿◕｡

And yeaaaa :) And ohhhhh, he's soooooooo nice <3
He offered to help me with maths last week! (´∇ﾉ｀*)ノ I thought that was really sweet of him, and so we spent like 2 hours at the nearby library and he helped me with my maths work! And occasionally he watched youtube videos or anime on his netbook (well i havent got mine yet :@)
And then my dad came to pick me and he was sweet enough to wait together with me till my dad came and picked me up, and I felt bad that he still have to take the public transport home on his own :(
I dont know why, but I feel really safe when I am with him （ｖ＾＿＾）ｖ~ hehe, and I can almost tell him anything I normally wouldnt tell anyone at all and just keep it to myself :x
And he also tells me some of his stuffs :')

I like everything about him ヽ(*⌒∇⌒*)ﾉ

he's hilarious; outgoing; friendly
he's sweet and nice
he stays with me till my bus comes everytime I take the train
I can talk to him
how he makes my day light up
feeling safe and close with him
and everything about him~

Kyyaaaaa, I cant stand this feeling when I am with him :P

I felt euphoric when he casually lie down on my shoulder to take a nap without knowing cos he was tired :P

I thought he was just playing around but he was really tired and I thought it was cute. (lol)

And he woke up like 5mins after being all dozey and apologise to me for sleeping on me... (awwww~)

And he still persisted in asking me who I like for quite some time already :O And I really really want to tell him, but I dont have the courage to. And also he has some of his own problems so I hope he's alright and Idw to break the news to him just yet....

And he asked for a huggie again~ :)

He told me he like hugs on msn ytd haha XD And I sounded pedo when I told him "huggies are nice", LOL, and he told me to say that to his lil sister, cos he want to see her reaction.... Which I can hardly imagine.... Im not a pedo lol.

Anyways tomorrow we're also having casual dress day in school, but the stupid weird thing is that if you're wearing casual u have to donate $2 LOL.... So be it man... And I didnt brought the blue stripe top from Giordano back from Singapore...

I was looking through my photos and thought I wear that top + skinny since it's a crazy rainy day tomorrow. But when I look through my wardrobe I couldn't find it and remembered I didnt bring it back to Melbourne... And Im like FML....

I really really need to go shopping for new clothes... Like I only have clothes to wear at home and just 3-4 pieces of clothes to wear out D':

That is not how a girls' wardrobe should be. (LOL)

Dad actually offered and ask me to finish my work yesterday and he could bring me out today to go shopping or as such, cos I was being really busy with school and everything and didn't really go out, he thought I should have a break and go out today....

But I decided not to, cos I've a maths test tomorrow and I'm still working on what to say for my english oral presentation tomorrow :(

I really really want to go out but.... :/ [shrugs & sighs]

Hmmmm, I guess Im ending this post here naoooo guys :)

Thanks for spending time reading it (IF YOU DO) lols :P

xoxo, Amabel

260212, Sunday

5.24pm(GMT+10)

I like you.

2012-02-17T17:08:00.000+08:00

Looking at you gives me butterflies

Heyyy, I havent blogged in like FOREVERRRRR. I know and I totally cant be bothered blogging either -.- Like wth right?
Awww, but I know no one actually reads my blog rofl. Anyways... It's been 8days (1w1day) since I've been studying in SWC.
It's really awesome, and I actually have to say other than PPS I love this school! OMG <:
I met alot of awesome people u know, Im so asian cos I've asian friends lol. Ok, that sounded racist but yeaaaa, there's alot more asians in this school compared to msj.
Everything's awesome except for my fking summer dress cos i didnt realised i got a size 14 until i got home and i hate the uniform lady now, and also some boring subjects like > Psychology (but the teacher's awesome and prettay), and English (mean teacher who doesnt care about me), and History (cos i think i left a bad impression for the teacher) and lastly Flash (computer program) [Cos the teacher goes at his own pace and I catch no nigga]
Okay, yea well Im picky. :P
Anyways........

Being the Facebook Stalker I am....
I added all my new friends on the 2nd and 3rd of school LOL. And I added this hilarious joker guy in my clique of friends.
And later that night he accepted my friend request and started talking to me. (Y) Friend ^^
And I ended up talking to him for like 1-2hours+, I met him during my first Chinese lesson which is also the first subject lesson I went to on the first day of school.
We chat really well online* (ahem, Im a quiet person), and I really enjoyed talking to him! Yay~ Another awesome nice person to talk to! :D And so we talked until about 10.45pm? And he gtg so I said bye and all. And yeaaaaa.
And afterwards we talked online almost everyday lol.
And afew days after he asked for my msn, so I thought I add him since he said facebook chat is dodgy. And so we talk and talk. I really enjoy talking to him, and he's hilarious, funny, nice, and cute~.
And he likes photography (Y) And we talked to each other on msn till late hours for a few days already like 11pm+ and he helps me with my maths work <: And on weekend we talk to 1am+ and once 2am+, and it's the second week we know each other (Y)
I got to know him on the first day of school - 070212.
I cant rmbr when I added him on Facebook but oh wells. ~
it's the 8th day since I know him (omgeeeee) And I think I like him... Cos I got jealous (yes really not those childish pri sch times) when I saw him joking;talking; and being close to girls even though he's really nice to everyone and friends with everyone~~~
And there was 2 occasions where I swear I want to confess (omgggeeee i know:O)
It was only 2days ago where we had our school annual swimming carnival where we went to lara's swimming pool. He was just being usual and all mingling and being gay with his friends (in a funny cute way u know), and I liked it when he sat beside me and sometimes leaning on me ^^ Even though being the quiet person I am, I hardly talk. And he was like asking me to talk too (he does it on msn too :D) And I was just trying to think of topics to talk about, and all... And omggeeeee <3
And after the swimming carnival we went back to school (but took separate buses), and I went to get my name ticked off from my home grp teacher. And I texted him to ask where he was since I was taking the train that day and idw to be a loner like the previous day....
And apparently last Sunday I exhausted his phone credit texting him when he was in church (being bored), and he spent like $10 on credits talking to me, awwww <3
And he told me it's fine and it's credits well wasted <3 <3 <3
But I didnt receive any reply sooo I just walked to the train station on my own... And after like 5mins he like ran or something? (lol) and yeaaaa got my bag or something, ok im bad at explaining. But yeaaaaa, I was happy inside ^^ And we talked and all~ and walked towards the train station.
So we took the train and alight at hoppers. He told me on msn he'll stay with me to wait for my bus to come before he goes home cos his house is just a few mins walk away and he doesn't mind (awwwww, omg this is sooooo sweet <3)
And sooooo, I met some of his friends who went to schs and etc... And the weather was being a total bitch, after 6mins or so, the skies was pissing rain down like crazy when the weather forecast said 32 degrees -.-
And the shelter roof was being lousy shit and the water seep down as it was raining heavily by then. And he took his jacket out for me when I said I was cold, and he wore his somewhat dirty shirt back~~~ omgomgomgomgomgomg, Im spazzing about this, how sweet is that. He's soooooooooo cute >\\\\\\\w////////<
And there was today I took the train too and he waited for the bus tgt with me too~ And so he asked to look at my phone lol.... And I was being u know.... just deleting ugly photos lol. But u know how old my phone is, i got it since primary 5 or primary 6 (year 5 or 6) and he got a smart HTC phone he doesnt really know how to find my photos rofl... He just browsed through my msg which was mostly from my dad since im a loner not having anyone to text to~
And he saw that I named him "____ Bing Bing" on my phone hahahah and he thought I was joking when I told him that XD
And yeaaaa, but he didnt know how to look at my photos lol.
And then yeaaa, I looked at his phone too and all.... And my bus came so I said bye to him and before that he wanted a hug....
omgomgomgomgomgomgomg..... I seriously never gave hugs to guys before, and I only gave hugs to girls when I came to melbourne lolololol. And omg, I didnt felt that awkward even though he's the first guy I hugged. (awwww <3)
He's sooooo cute omg >< I cant stop spazzing about it :O
But he doesnt want to tell me who he likes omgomgomg, so Im like trying to find out too even if I end up sad or whatnot........

Okay, and sooo yea. Now u guys who read this know I've this huge crush on this super sweet, cute, hilarious, awesome, nice guy from school.
And yessss...... this is a secret between u and me readers.
hopefully my friends dont read my blog anymore since it's dead for months. LOL :P

xoxo, Amabel
170212
8.08pm(GMT+10)

Evil Valentine Giveaway

2012-01-07T16:28:00.000+08:00

Hey guys!!!
There's this giveaway on Evil Valentine Facebook Page and Im participating in it!
I like the clothes on Evil Valentine and they all looks soooo pretty. Im thankful for Evil Valentine to also host this giveaway!!!
I hope to win this giveaway hahaha, who doesn't :P
Hope to win this giveaway and maybe get a grab bag or whatever they're giving away and maybe get to wear their clothes for Chinese New Year hahaha :P

Once again, thank you Evil Valentine for hosting this giveaway!!!
Really hope to win this giveaway!!!

I've also like the album for the giveaway, shared the album and posted "C11: DESERT FOX LAUNCHED! Shop at http://shopevilvalentine.com/

today!" on Facebook.
I've also followed Evil Valentine on twitter (https://twitter.com/#!/evil_valentine) and tweeted them that I've followed them (amabel_lim twitter)
I've also subscribed to Evil Valentine's mailing list!!!!
HAHAHA as you can see I really want to win this giveaway LOL. :P

Thanksssssss alot Evil Valentine for hosting this giveaway.... Hahaha I repeated that alot of times already omg :P

xoxo, Amabel
070112
4.28pm

Epic-ness ftw

2012-01-04T11:40:00.000+08:00

Hey guys,

been watching Running Man since the previous day (02/01/12) yes 2012. LOL, not 2011. Okay, erm I've watched till the 11th episode ^O^
HWAITING! :D
Epic-ness was the definition of Running Man, cant stop watching it, super addicted, super funny max. Im watching the climax now but the friggin internet is loading the video quite slowly -_____-lll Diao, but at least it's better than the "remote" place's internet crawling at snail speed -.-lll
Anyway, maybe I should blog for another 5mins or so, and it might load finish or sufficiently? LOL.... Hmmm, after the video off my lappy, cos I've been putting it on hibernate for days and it needs a rest....
Gonna shut it down after the video, have my lunch and go out fetch my lil brother!!! woots ;)
Yesterday was also the first day of school for him and everyone else, hope he makes new friends today :)
Since first days are always hard to make new friends y'know ;(

Ending my post here now!!! ciao!!!

xx,Amabel
Wednesday, 040112
11.40am

Typical rainy days ahead.

2011-12-23T17:25:00.000+08:00

Hiya, typical rainy days during the year end of Singapore's weather.
All was fine during October but around mid November the weather turn eenie weenie bit more cold. And also thus the rainfall and all...
But it has been slightly better these 2weeks or so... The previous few weeks there was consistent raining day and night. Thunderstorm still......
Glad that the weather has been slightly better although it is still raining.

Hmmm, today woke up around 8.40am? Wow, that really is my time to wake up. My body clock has adjusted to this timing hahaha. no matter how early or late I sleep
Anyways, grandma was not around and yaaa, she either went downstairs or baxiang hehehe...

Woke up, washed up. On lappy. And ya the usual...
Grandma came back shortly afterwards... I can't remember what I eat. omg. LOL......

Ad blablabla. Went out around 1.20pm walked to Hougang Mall to meet Liting to collect my lenses + customer's one.
Otw back, was actually contemplating whether to take bus or walk back home. And holy crap... Decided ahh walk home. It was already drizzling, and then raining, and slightly more than rain....

Ahhh, walked to bus interchange tgt with Li Ting.

The rain got heavier by the minute when we reached the bus interchange -.-
Heavy rain + Wind.

Li Ting's bus came first. lalalala. Then my bus came lalala. Reached home bus stop. The friggin bus stop was like flooded -.-
Reached home... OMG, super excited, tried my super barbie king black. OMG shit, 16mm really is big. dafluk...

zomg... My right eye cant adapt it for quite a while -.- So I took out both.... Then in like 5mins... ah put it back. yay, succeeded. But right eye keep pain :(
When I was about to bathe, took out right eye's lens easily... okay... good. but here's the wtf part... I couldn't take out the left eye lens... I spent about 10-15mins cant take out :'(
Im sofa king pissed and annoyed and everything else.
And here I am now, bathed and all. Wearing my PPS 2011 Facil Tee

And idk what to do now... shitnitz. Oh ya, in case you're wondering... Yes Im wearing my normal spectaclesssss......
Now the experience earlier makes me think should I buy 2 more super barbie lens for myself? OMG D:

Hmmm, okay ending my post now. Ciao!!! :D

xoxo, Amabel
231211
5.25pm(GMT+8)

Wanna make the world change

2011-12-11T11:15:00.000+08:00

MY TAEYEON
HWAITING <3

Ohaiyo! :D
Yesterday, 10 December 2011. There was a eclipse! Pretty cool! ^^
Here's the picture ^^
Lalalala, Im really bored now okay. Nothing to do. But then I dw wanna effing do any revision. Dafluk...
Shucks... I wanna go out. Haven't ask mom can I go Bugis St with M.X this week ;/ I suck at asking and confrontation o(╥﹏╥)o
Well, that's me... Sadly enough? Well, dont rub in. At least it's MUCH MUCH better than before ^~^

Okay... Nothing much. Boring life and all and yeap.
And Im so shattered, my life would never be complete if I can never watch SNSD's concert :'(
They friggin came Singapore for 2days concert. And also the previous week for MAMA 2011 Awards<:O And yesterday, even my customer, who's also a fan of SNSD. Told me if his friend give him the extra tix sell to me. Im like asdjnaspodnrieonrfefofnasd.

I WANT TO GO!
OHHH SHUCKS :'(
NO MONEY HOW GO?!
FML...(´⌒｀｡)

Soooo ya. MY LIFE IS INCOMPLETE! But
소녀시대
makes my life complete
Now I just want to go see them and their concert :'( And the past 2 days, I was friggin pissed at everything. Including not able to go to SNSD concert. Oh ya, yesterday on yahoo news and today too. There's about 3-4 Girls Generation <3 news article! SNSD HWAITING!

Okay, and I saw this friggin picture... There's these 2 girls.... Probably below 8 years old
ok wtf, spazz now. wtf, how can they friggin go snsd concert. wthell are their parents, so rich. and so lenient let them go concert. omg i wanna die now -.-

Okay, anyway, here's the friggin picture of them. Show u old and LITTLE they're -.-

LIKE. WTF WTF. HOW THE HELL?! I wanna bang die wall already. They so young and little can go concert. And SNSD concert tickets AIN'T CHEAP AND THEY STILL GET TO GO. OMG. SPAZZ ANGRY SHIT. Can you effing imagine how friggin jealous and annoyed Im of them like yesterday and NOW?. Wthell :'( （ＴДＴ
Okay, let's forget tomorrow. and the previous day too... Or maybe not just yet. (*￣m￣)

Okay, the previous day. I was like a crazy girl asking around on my bs fb acc who have this particular baseball jacket instocks... I was so friggin desperate to get it... To think I told myself I no need it -.- But the more I look at it. The more I want it. FML -O-
But then, got this one girl have instocks. But another person saw it first and reserved it -.- And she friggin bought it away. I feel like I wanna bang die wall. Keep continuing ask people around... Even ask bugis st have or not. Got one girl say have but not confirm. >:
And then. fk.. the next morning. Which was yesterday. I just told myself preorder from supplier bah. No choice....
Just pray that it will arrive before I leave... : / And yeap..
but then after that... As I mentioned earlier. Got one customer who is also SNSD fan blablabla..... He uh, busybody... Actually no lah, cant blame him or anything >_< Told me friend might give him extra tix, if have sell it to me.
I then Im like super hyper... Even though I know I cant go... and might not have enough money or go broke T_T
And blablabla.... All the things/obstacles -.- And then the whole day I super foul mood.

Evening mom suddenly ask me go Hougang Mall return books that are overdue -.- A-ha, she even thought on the 12th then the books will be due -_-lll
Anyway, so I took this recyclable stupid bag with 3 effing thick and heavy books with me and bus-ed to Hougang Mall.
Saw Shu Yi got on the bus too :P Alighted at the bus stop near Hougang Mall and brisked walk and walked into Hougang Mall up the escalator and up another escalator... Went into the library. Ask the library blablabla.... And friggin hell when returning the books mom put the friggin thick books in this plastic bag inside another recyclable bag T_T Worst still, the plastic bag she tied a DEAD KNOT T_T
I've to friggin tear through the plastic bag.... -___-lll
Anyway, returned books, paid fines. Went Popular help mom buy permanent marker.... Paid and went to buy/collect camp tees from LiXian. And blabla....
Shitnitz, otw walking to his house, the void decks, like so many pai kias loitering -.- I scared scared, siam here siam there -.-
zzzz, then I still waited like 5-10mins for this uncle to come down T_T And I kinda scared got some crazy pia kia come up to me (≧０≦) -.-
Anyways, he finally came down -.- I 'opened' the tee and chk. Hmmm, size should be alright. Paid him then notice he wore pink slippers. LOL! XD
Then bye bye, quickly walked back to Hougang Mall (oOo saw Cotton On 30% storewide! But nth much, nv bring in new stocks one -.-) and walked to Hougang Bus Interchange. And took bus 101 and bus-ed home ^^
Reached home, quickly tried go into room and wanna hide the camp tee. Shitnitz mom kept questioning me blabla... -O-lll
Awww, shucks. Annoying much. Anyway, she haven't found out till now. Although she was pretty suspicious yesterday -`д´-...

Okay so, TODAY :D
Woke up at about 8.45am... I reailsed I've been waking up at that time, without fail.... But sometimes Idk... cos I lay in bed not wanting to get up XD
blablabla. Anyway today morning weather super cooling. And i the morning the sky looks gloomy grey :x
But it looks much brighter now and super cooling cos it's raining. lol. :)
But I actually like the sky looking slightly more gloomy grey XD

Hmmm, nth much now... So Im ending my post now ^^

MY 9 ANGELS!
<3

xoxo,Amabel
111211
11.15am

I wish I knew how you think

2011-12-06T22:00:00.000+08:00

Hey people! :D Im super uber bored right now that Im gonna die... literally.... :'(
That's why I thought of blogging. :)
Okay, so the previous night before I went to bed, I felt something in my pillow case, and it felt like my 'lost' earring! :O
So I put my hand inside my pillow case and felt for it, omg it really is my 'lost' earring. Happy me... Hahha but went to sleep :P

And today I went to meet 2 customers to pass their items, and also paid a blogshop for my raglan tee! :D
hehehe.... After that went to Hougang Mall, not too many shops opened at that time. 11am... :/
But just went Comics Connection but nothing much so hurried down walked to bus interchange. Waited for bus, bused home. Reach home @ 11.20am. Went to Amelia's house to pass her something then headed back home :)

Had lunch, do usual boring thing cos I have nothing to do. Watch On The Fringe 2, and then watch City Hunter! (Y)
Lee Min Ho <3 shuai ge :P
Went out to meet Ming Xuan to pass her her Sec 2 Maths textbooks :) Met her @ bubblek.
She's super nice to treat me to bubblek cos my first time and also treated to macs' fries afterwards.
OMG, bubblek cafe shoooo packed when we went in .__. I saw Eunice there too! But didn't called out for her XD
I ordered Peach Black Tea + my chewy zhen zhus <3
Headed to macs' which is just a shop away and bought fries, ming xuan treated me again! sho paiseh XD
Chitchat, ate fries with curry sauce! YESH, curry sauce came back after some 'mini hiatus' lol XD
Didn't finish fries >:o but I never 'taobao' for lil brother XD paiseh, awkward max XD
Then walked with Ming Xuan to her tuition centre, then I walked back home :)

Happy me today! But now bored like dead fish again -.- zzzzzzz

Hmmmm. guys Im gonna watch City Hunter now again! Episode 16 and going! <3 HWAITING! :D

xx,Amabel
061211
10pm

Whatcha looking at.

2011-12-02T22:58:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone! :D
It's Friday night, well obviously... And Im blogging kinda late :P
Hmmm, well Thursday I met Brenda to collect cartoon tees! (Y) It finally came, but mom's tee OOS, so she refunded me $5.
And today went to meet my beanies supplier to collect beanies too :)
I ordered 2 for myself, kinda regret spending so much money T_T But also cant back out...

Anyways, passed one the pink beanie which customer ordered :) And rushed back home.
I actually rushed out to meet beanie supplier, didn't really finish my lunch, nor did I really like it. >w< Marconi :/

OMG, I ran out cos it was drizzling and also becos I wanted to? o.O Then omg, the bus already came, luckily it was a wet weather, uncle kind enough to wait for me and some other passengers who were also rushing from a certain distance to get on the bus ^^
Reached hougang mrt... Waited super long... tsk...
Waited for supplier till 12.55pm, then she arrived, she arrived later than my customer!:@ Customer already there waiting >.>
Anyways, gave beanie to customer and I rushed back home.
Ran to the bus interchange again, zomg across the road saw alot of bus... But not my bus XD
When I was waiting at the traffic light. zomg, bus coming T_T
CHIONG FOR MY BUS, stupid floor slippery also, almost fell down T_T
Finally got on bus panting sia.
Then went
PAUSE BREAK! OMFG. WTF. EFFING FLY ON MY LAPTOP SCREEN!!!!!!!!

okay, back to blogging -.-
Hmmm, okay so I rushed back home. Then took a break for awhile, drank water, check myself. (lol) Then went out together with mom to Bugis! (Y)
Super rush max. >< Was only in the house for like 10mins max...Then met, well let's call him "chicken rice uncle" :) He offered us a ride to the bus stop ^^ sankyu

And then we waited for bus ^^ Bus came, super long bus journey... Close to 1 hour :O
Reached, went OG. Walked abit, mom got a belt. Then met up with 'yiyi' then we went Bugis Street! (Y)
Got a watch for myself ^^ Then we went to Bugis Junction. After awhile... quite awhile XD 4pm+ 'yiyi' have to go back home. And I asked mom can we go back Bugis Street shop abit more. She said can :D

But then she realised she lost her ez-link card -____- no mood go shopping liao, I also dw ask her tsk...... So took bus 80, it just came went to Hougang Mall lorh -.-
Went Hougang Mall, mom went to mrt station to buy new ez-link card. Our bus just came, but mom dont have ez-link card soooo ya. Bought ez-link card, told mom go 'mini pasar malam' market outside Hougang Mall shop shop abit :P
Got myself a purple checkered top @$10 ^^ Happy me ;)
Went inside Hougang Mall - KIYO. Mom got herself a skirt. I like it too ;)
And we bused home @ 6.10pm??? Reached home about 6.35pm :)
Bathed, and watch finished the last episode of Kampong Ties ^^
And ya... Hmmm, ending post here then ^^ Tired too XP

xx,Amabel
021211
10.58pm

MAMA 2011 SG

2011-11-29T09:43:00.001+08:00

OMG! o(≧∇≦o) MAMA IN SINGAPORE! HOT KPOP STARS IN SINGAPORE!

SNSD IN SINGAPORE! (´ ▽｀).。ｏ♡ ♡＾▽＾♡

Hahaha, but I can only watch them live from Channel U. There's 2 hours of Red Carpet And the rest is da!!!! HOT,CUTE,SWEET,SMEXY performances! OMFG! <3 Hallyu wave HWAITING! Hahaha. Wish I can go to the red carpet uh, but mom surely wouldnt allow lawl... And Singapore Indoor Stadium is rather far (;_;) Shats. :'( Okay, anyway. Im gonna end this post now. Gonna work on blogshop and have 6 hours of TV <3 KPOP HWAITING!

xoxo,Amabel
291111
9.43am

无所事事

2011-11-27T09:55:00.000+08:00

无所事事

Hey people. Yes, right now. Im being 无所事事ヽ(￣д￣;)ノ
Bored max, wasting my time and life -.-
Day day rotting at home. With nothing to do... Is this Life? T_T Okay....

What I am doing
-Day by day rotting at home
-Day by day always on laptop
-Day by day not knowing what to do
-Day by day not wishing to revise
-Day by day checking blogshop and wondering why am I doing
-Just realised I forgot to send in orders to supplier
-Thinking how I should salvage the problem at hand
-Blogging, just because.

What I should be doing
-Revising/Studying
-Stop wasting too much time on blogshop
-Be more organised
-Be more assertive

What I want to do
-Have a job
-Earn money
-Go out with friends
-Study and be a pro at it. *LOL!*

Okay, and tada.. That's it manszxc.

Oh, and here's the time I spend on twitter after I've it only for 3days :P

Working to an average of 15 seconds a tweet (which is probably a bit longer than
those quick @ replies and a bit shorter than something you'd think about)...
You've spent about 1 hour and 46 minutes of your life sending tweets.
Yep, your 427 tweets mean you've tweeted 96% less than the average person who's visited this site.
In fact, had you not been wasting your time tweeting, you could have
listened to U2's 'The Joshua Tree' twice and then boiled a perfect egg (runny in the middle) twice!
Also, had you earned as much money as Johnny Depp did last year,
in the time you spent sending tweets you would have banked about $15,100.
Pretty good work, if you can get it.
All that aside - I guess it's just lucky we can't figure out how long
you've spent reading other people's tweets, eh?!

Been having my twitter since the 24th of November 2011 :)
It's just a day when P6 '11 Transition Camp was over :')
I missed everyone, whether we're close or not, actually knowing each other or not...
So I just decided to create twitter account again.
Yeap again XP I deact. my previous twitter account probably 1-2 years ago, cant remember exactly when... But definitely was when I was already in Melbourne :P Heh~!
Dont wanna go through all the details of why I deact it... If you're a super duper long reader of mine, you might actually know...

But I doubt I have any reader who stuck to me uh... Hahaha, mostly it's just from google randomly googling hahaha. And then there's 1 or 2 people, but not super uber long time reader. So yea, gotta cut my crapping. lolx!

Hmmm. There's nothing much then. Ending my post nao :)

xoxo,Amabel
271111
9.55am

~~Can you really understand what I want... Do you know... I bet you never knew, you guys never put yourself in others' shoes.~~

Yoboseyo~

2011-11-24T22:47:00.000+08:00

Yoboseyo! LOL... Challenge accepted yoz... What challenge? No challenge...
._. Oh well, anyway I went PPS today! Met up with Liting at the front gate around 10.48am?

Im really glad I met you
And you and many other people ♥

Hmmm... Then wait for Shu Yi to come lorh :) And also security guard said seniors only can go in canteen @ 11am. But he let us in @ 10.53am?
Walked in, stood around the PE sports equipment room :P Saw Andrea came with her sister; Clare.
Continued stand there look around see people XD Looking for familiar faces. Then erm... afew of the facils... Not sure their names but... Got Naomi, Deon, some other guy came :) but Im not close/familiar with them XDD
Wait wait wait. Saw Shu Yi came, talk to her. Then we went to sit down. Then after awhile Jonas come. LOL, funny seh... Got easy straight path in front of him he dont want walk, walk inside curve here curve there. lawl.

Talk talk talk, chit chat about things and all ^~^ Waiting for P6s to go up hall, then wait for awhile then go up... So everyone went up, we stayed at canteen for like another 5-8mins then went up :P

Forever and always.
-GIF from A Cinderella Story-

Listen to all the usual talk from Miss Chua blablabla. Then finally release results and all the percentage% etc.
This year I think we did really badly. Top scorer only 262 ._. So long, Jonas and alot of other people said ever since '08 batch, the scores started to drop already >;o
(。_＋)＼ Sad siol~ Ng Hong Min stand at a side earlier on.... I was like wtheck is that, look so ahbeng (cos he dyed hair and piercing) OMG, he friggin look so different. I didn't recognised him at all. >.< LOL. Then.... After quite afew glances... OMG, he look like Hong Min... Ask Li Ting to confirm... Really is HongMin leh. ヽ(●ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ●)ﾉﾟ Cant believe it sia-la...
Seriously manszxc... XD
Whole of Singapore Top PSLE scorer is only 283 from what RuLang Primary School. >.<
Saw 3 of the girls from my camp Group 9 siol.... OMG the dao XinHui got 255 ._. but I didn't c her :P Min Yi got 245, but she still cry ._. apparently she compared it with her prelim score >.> But seriously, she can get into Nan Chiau that's what she wants :P
Saw Wan Qi and Syzana too~ ^^ My cutie girls from Group 9. ^^

Left PPS about 12.50pm? Said bye bye to Li Ting cos she walking the other way... So I walked home together with Shu Yi ^~^ Talk about things and etc :) Lalala, afterwards went 7 Eleven help to buy newspaper and bought Honey Milk Tea from Bubble Tea store... But seriously I dont even taste the Honey at all -.- It's just Teh Tarik/Milk Tea ._. Should have bought Chocolate Milk Tea :P

Nothing much luh. Was super busy late afternoon... Liting cast some curse on me lol. Ask me to help her ask this ask that do this do that... Suddenly got customer also ask to meet me XD Then I rush downstairs. But she havent reach also -.- then still raining... In the end I waited 10-15mins >.> Nvm luhs... Also during that time realised I didnt charge those who meet me late for late fees uhuh... -.-
zzzz diao~

Then like my afternoon of wanting to watch BOF ruined, totally not concentrated and not sure what happened o(╥﹏╥)o miserable much? .....
Ending post here naoz ^^

TSK. IM SO EFFING PISSED. LOST MY EARRING YESTERDAY D': {{|└(>o< )┘|}} BANGDIEANGRY.
I think lost it forever liao... Cant find anywhere (▼皿▼#) ARGH. DANGIT.
Okay, ciao!

Support me kay? http://facebook.com/teen.affordableshopping
Follow me too :P http://twitter.com/amabel_lim

xx,Amabel
Thursday, 241111
10.46pm

Now is now. Last time is last time.

2011-11-18T14:30:00.000+08:00

Sup people! Ohhh yea. Recently I don't seem to get much business? Okay, I might be exaggerating... I mean this 2-4 days. Not much business, feels like going back to square one of where I just started my blogshop. T_T
Oh well... And I feel bored again... And also fking pissed now...
Pissed about the same old thing for like wat? 4 yrs+ I would spare you guys from this agony, repeated umpteen times. And I said I've repeated umpteen times, umpteen times... T_T
Oh well, forget about that...
Hmmm... Well this morning.... Well, I forgot what time I woke up either :/ Pathetic much? Probably around 11am?
Since well, I did mentioned previously that I slept at around 12.30am yesterday night/today. :x
Oh well, nothing much right now... Just felt like blogging (Y)
Really want to talk to someone right now. So bored, those whom I want to talk to are either not online;busy;wouldn't understand the situation Im in or dont understand why am I talking about it/cant help me with it......
Sianz, oh ya, just being random. Changed my Google Chrome font to "Cordia New"? :) It's pretty neat and cool looking to me :P
Times New Roman is sooo ~~out~~ and ordinary. Gosh, Im loving this new font 'Corida New' ^^
YAY ME. LOL, you can probably tell that Im trying to cheer myself up, but not trying to make anyone reading bored or annoyed at me for still being childish talking in the same old way like last time, like I never grow up or matured...

Well, in fact I did matured everyone! In fact, I hope family will understand that -.- They think that we ~~kids~~ matured teens know everything when we ~~don't~~. In fact WE DO NOT. For goodness sake, we're not as dumb and gullible as you guys in your days. We're not stupid, and most of us are matured even for OUR AGE, tyvm.
Sorry guys, repeated what I should not >.<" Sorry.

Might be going to Compass Point later on? o.O Dont feel like going and also feel like going... Havent been to Compass Point in a long time :/ In fact even when I was in Singapore, I also hardly go to Compass Point either -___-
Believe it or not, that's how suaku I am. :) And let this be an exception guys, I need to let it out. But I'll try to sound not so annoying kay? :)

Dear Parents - Mom actually,
Okay, let me tell you... As long as Im still under your stupid 'imagination' of good caring... I will never really grow up -.- So for goodness sake, stop being so fking protective... Im fking annoyed.

SIMON SAYS: PARROT LISTEN TO ME O_O

2011-11-18T00:30:00.000+08:00

Anneyoung. :)
It's already 12.12am right now. And I really feel like blogging...
Well in case you guys didn't know which, I doubt anyone know besides Li Ting and Wen Pin? lol.
Okay, well apparently they're the only ones who know I opened a blogshop, unless they tell someone (._.)

Oh well, my blogshop is doing just fine, not too over the top good, nor is it doing really badly. :)
Hahaha, well there're many different types of people in this whole blogshop thing-o, well it did indeed gave me some experiences and all. Trying to sort out so and so, what they're interested, what they like, what they want to know, what are they buying, where and when to meet them and every other things and etc. ;)
Well, in case you guys do not have any idea what's a blogshop, it's basically opening an online shop, where u basically 'wait' for people/business to come knocking onto ur door :P
Most of the people/blogshops nowadays are set up on Facebook, yes Facebook is sooooo widely used. lawl, even in business.
Well, in my posts back then quite awhile ago. I believe it was my June/July school holidays, I was super bored and annoyed at how I waste my days and time of holiday away on computer. Might as well do a 'proporsal' in trying to have a blogshop. So I went to weebly.com to make a website of my blogshop first!
While thinking of letting parents know about it when I come back Singapore for holiday if I can open one :P
Well, as expected, I didn't have the courage to tell them... I came back for a month, gosh, I hate myself for being so... timid... Oh well not entirely my fault... Okay, back to the topic, it was actually my cute lil evil-doer brother who helped me to 'speak in my place', yes he can be a really sweet nice boy at times //^^//

And yeap, not going to go into details about that. But, yeap! ^^ He pathed a way for me to finally open my blogshop with the approval of my mom :)
Well, how long has it been since my blogshop has opened? 2-3 weeks I suppose? :)
There're customers who are really nice and understanding, some who are just alright, some who are literally blind or just plain simple lazy, some who are just urgh, doggish attitude or backing out and all that shitz.

But overall, I enjoy it :) A good experience for me, kinda fun at times, but also really tiring too @_@lll
Draining manszxc.
Oh well, I can just say I've a total of 15 orders! *claps* *claps*, Im pretty proud of it ^^
Although there were some set-backs too :/ But that was all in a matter of time and luck. >.<
Hmm... I guess Im going to end here now peeps.
It's already 12.25am now, *yawning constantly*
I guess I might see you guys around then :)
I'll also be away on the 21 and 22 november for PPS camp as facil :) Morning to night :P
Oh ya, and I visited my beloved teachers at PPS today! <3 Lovely and all :)
Update next time then! Ciao!

Support my blogshop @ http://teens-affordableshopping.weebly.com or check our facebook account that is constantly updated :) http://facebook.com/teen.affordableshopping

Your support is much appreciated <3

xx,Amabel
12.27AM
18/11/11

pls understand that Im no longer a small kiddo, pls understand that I wouldn't fall for a 80s,90s trick. pls understand that I've grown up. pls understand that I need my space. pls understand we live in a different century and world from yours back then. pls let go of me. or I'll let go of every single shit thing that is holding me back right now and dgaf about anything afterwards. because im going crazy had enough. even some adults are not as sorry for this, fking old minded as you guys. and for goodness sake, they're in professions that teaches young kids, even they understand, how the fk can u not?

Ending here now then.

I will let go if I've to.

IDGAF anymore.

Oh well, an exception? :)

2011-10-29T20:50:00.000+08:00

Heyyy. Okay, an exception this time. Let's just slightly revive my blog? :P
Went for Facil. Training Camp for PPS's P6's transition camp :)
It pretty fun overall!
Hahaha, it was so awkward during the start because I came in with Shu Yi to the auditorium and everyone else were strangers :x
I saw Shu Yi otw when I was walking to PPS since I saw my bus drove past XD
So I just though I walk to PPS, good for health too XP

So I reached PPS around 7.50am? :) Only saw Shu Yi, Jonas and Genis when I just arrived at PPS :P
And then around 8am? Liting, Pearlyn, Hui Xin, Wen Pin and ... Cassandra, Jacelyn & Wanching.
And then Andrea and Li Xian came in together too, lol, they came in like gangster manszxc.
Still like opposition, supposed to wear dark top, they wore white tops @_@

Hahaha, had some briefing and etc., went to hall to do some Icebreaker games :) The games where we also have to teach the P6s during the actual camp and play with them ^^
Pretty fun games hehe. :P
Hahaha, and also this game that Zoe (the camp ~~'mastermind'~~ organizer) recommended called, "Honey if you love me, smile :)"
Sooo funny sia XD
Also this awkward guy called "Jia Yi", hahaha emo guy. XD
At that end we had water games XD But we're just limited to 5 water ball person :x Hahahaha, still fun though.
Andrea aimed at me =0= , luckily I missed by luck :P
Went to auditorium for de-brief, but have to wait for people who got wet to changed, hahaha.

We were left off at 11.45am? :) Took 74 and bused to Hougang Mall with Li Ting, Wen Pin, Hui Xin, Pearlyn for lunch :)
Went to 4th floor for lunch :) Got a bento, forgot the name of the bento dish :x
Then I went to Singtel shop for top up card. T_T Spent like 15-30mins there.... But they were all playing with the phones XD
Hui Xin went home when I was still in the singtel shop, but I didn't know she went home >.<
Asked them to go anywhere they want, no need to wait for me, they went away once then come back, but come back to play with the phones again XD
Then go away again, and then come again, and then they finally go away XD.
They went to TimeZone on the 5th floor.
Oh and I swear I never go to the 5th floor in Hougang Mall before XD

Failure

Hahaha, found Wen Pin & Pearlyn playing at Timezone, they said Li Ting is topping up her timezone card for... well ONE GAME XD
Played for about 20mins? We went to Comics Connection afterwards. Li Ting, Wen Pin and Pearlyn were all looking at Kpop stuffs, I was just looking at what they were looking at, and searching for Girls' Generation' name tag, but I only see individual SNSD name tag :x
Pearlyn got 2 name tags of idk which kpop group, wen pin got an iPhone 4 cover, not sure if Li ting got anything.
Then we went ground floor, li ting said she wanna go home, so wen pin go the other side to take bus. The 3 of us girls walked to bus interchange to take bus.
Chit chat abit about school and stuff, my bus came said bye to them :)

Almost reached home, Alastair called me, told me they're going to aunt's house. So I stopped at my stop, bought Kiwi Green Tea bubble cup from the female one, not nice... T_T The guy's one is closed........
Oh well, wait for them at the void deck. Walked to aunt's house :)
Played with Bibi, and then around 4pm close to 5, we walked back home. Rest awhile and watched some TV. Went to shower, and blabla, rest awhile.
Help to do some house chores. Finished my supposed chores but still need to clean up lil brother's mess T_T zzzzzz.
After that, kena assigned another chore -.- zzzzz.
Finally can rest afterwards. haish, 'pang seh' someone -.- zzzzzzzzzz.
Also feeling very sianz now........ Now I dont have anything to do too -.-

Hmmm, ending my boring post now.
And today Hougang Mall got queue for SNSD concert tickets T_T FIRST DAY NIA. Around 1pm+ tickets totally SOLD OUT, WTH MAN. Gosh, still what priority bookings for Samsung & OCBC customers, first day already sold out who cares about priority bookings? LOL.
But the tickets are so expensive, I want to go too. It's like $168 & $238. Gosh, but SNSD, it's worth it lah. But I wonder how the parents bear to part with so much money. LOL, also saw quite alot of male teens around 16-20+ Q-ing up for the tickets. XD

Okay, haven't been blogging for quite a while, feels weird XD
Okay, byeeeeee. :)

xoxo,Amabel
Saturday, 291011

MIA

2011-10-26T14:55:00.000+08:00

Hey guys. Yes... This is an extra post, since Im already MIA-ing for such a long time T_T
Anyway yes, going on MIA. And also i cant be bothered blogging anymore. Im kinda bored also... Lost the mood for blogging... Seriously :x

Sorry guys.

xx,Amabel

Try to always stay optimistic ;)

2011-09-27T10:37:00.003+08:00

Hey guys, Im kinda in the mood for blogging today. But at the moment, Im slightly busy with packing my stuffs and I still have to help clean the house later on.

So hopefully I'll come back later on and edit the post and talk about...... well, anything I wanna talk about :P

STAY OPTIMISTIC ;)

xoxo,Amabel
12.38pm(GMT+10)

guys, I think I just lost all the so called lil' enthusiasm I had wanting to blog earlier on... so sianz now... lethargic :(((

5.12pm(GMT+10)
hopefully it goes away

hmm.... I guess I wouldn't be blogging today after all :x I just might blog tomorrow :)
For now I'll just get packing for my holiday :D And also everything else! ^^
Ohhh, I'll probably be trying one of the fix from a book... Which is if I remember correctly is called Girl in a Fix.
It's basically a book of some quick; affordable; home beauty fix etc. ^^ It's pretty cool and cute :P
I might just post one or two of the fix from the book ^^
Okay, and then I'll be packing my holiday stuffs. And preparing for things and etc :)
PS secret zone ;)

xoxo,Amabel
Tuesday, 270911
7.44pm(GMT+10)

Holidays :D

2011-09-24T20:04:00.000+08:00

Hey guys, okay. Today is the first day of my 2 week spring break :)
And well, I've to bid farewell (I guess) to my beloved mac-kky :'(
I really dislike my new laptop...
The friggin touchpad isn't effing sensitive enough
The keyboard is not a normal/original windows kind of keyboard, because the designer(?) decided to be a smarty show-off and add a column of EXTRAS set of keyboards that I dont really find useful... And thus, I always type wrongly etc. Which really is pissing me off so much.

Pros & Cons of my new HP laptop

Pros
-Kinda large screen compared to mac. But all laptops are usually this big screen.
-Cant think of much pros for my laptop >.>
-oh just thought of one. The webcam has some funny features to it. But still the picture quality sucks -.-

Cons
-Retarded Keyboard.
-Totally INSENSITIVE touchpad/trackpad.
-Quality of webcam pictures is sooooo lousy compared to mac.
-I will ALWAYS HATE THE TRACKPAD/TOUCHPAD AND THE FREAKING KEYBOARD.

Hmm... Nothing much now. Cbb blogging. Watching Dinner for Schmucks
Cya then! :)

xoxo,Amabel
Saturday,240911
10.03pm(GMT+10)

unpredicted. psycho weather

2011-09-19T20:19:00.001+08:00

Remember in my last short post yesterday night? Saying that I'll most likely get a good night sleep since Im always tired.

Well yesterday night was a total exception -.-

Much to my annoyance. Since today I had a science test, which isn't as hard as I thought it would, although I did forget some major things that I've to remember for the test -.-

And... I think I only got like what? 4-6 hours of sleep .__.

I remember waking up in the middle of the night at like 2am... Cos brothers were apparently still awake, and have to go weewee and some munching. I woke up too. >.>

Definitely not a good night sleep, was tossing and turning and all.

And today's weather is totally psycho. In the morning & afternoon, it was friggin hot PLUS hot wind -.-

And in the evening, the sky turned like grey.... And wind started blowing strongly...

And now...The wind is definitely retard-ly crazy psycho.

Yesss people, this is Melbourne's crazy retarded weather for you!

Well, that's good and bad.... But mostly it's bad -.-

Like shit, I wouldn't be able to sleep tonight too, stupid wind -.- argh.

Ok, gonna go sleep now! And wish me luck for tomorrow's Maths Test!

I think Im either gonna fail it, or just pass by like 7marks or so. :((

xx,Amabel

Monday, 190911

10.19pm(GMT+10)

Last week

2011-09-18T21:01:00.000+08:00

IT'S THE LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL STARTING TOMORROW!!!
GONNA BE FREE AT LAST!

Okay... It's like 10.55pm right now and I just felt like blogging a quickie short post u know :P
Today's been really mundane and draggy @_@lll
Feeling annoyed at every single thing right now, including myself and my life -_-!!!
tsk...

Okay, I'll be done with the whining and etc. And just end my post here hopefully with a good night sleep :)
Well, I think I'll have a good night sleep.... Since I've always been tired for like forever.
I hope one day... that I'll sleep in at the appropriate time and wake up at the appropriate time and don't have bags... Well, you cant just do that with one good night sleep maybe.... let's say 3? or more D:?!?!?!

Okay, I should seriously end this now... Have been 7/9 studying for science tomorrow! Which I'll pretty much fail or pass by a little.... Because science lessons is always mundane

Hmmmm... Oh and I painted my t.nails, and 4 f.nails :P shiny sliver :)
Just a cheap nail.polish u know, since I dont have a job, no money T_T lawl~

And... While I was/am studying for my science test tomorrow. Mom and brothers are watching Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows: Part 1
Like seriously, Im pretty annoyed... But because of my packed schedule for school this week (the last week of Term 3)
I've to study. Since there's like 2 tests... Maths & Science. and one English essay -.-

Okay, this is definitely not what you call a quickie short post.
Promise, end here now! :D

xoxo,Amabel
Sunday, 180911
11.01pm(GMT+10)

Newbie from whenever :x

2011-09-14T15:04:00.001+08:00

Im sucha newbie of where Im born XD

So much thing has changed.... I don't even know about it... I feel so annoyed at myself... IDK WHY exactly....

Hahaha.... it's funny reading other people's post who are just like one or two years older than me... But sounding so mature...

And fluently speaking out what she wants to say~

Funny how everyone's (95%+) people I know uses make up now.... Even just a little...

Well, I bet 10 years back then... Mos girls only start to use make up when they're like 16-18...

But nowadays, as young as 13 (asians) or even 11(ang-mohs) started using make-up laready...

And even know what they are used for, what products and etc. ..... And when they're talking about it, Im just like a blur sotong not being able to catch up to what on earth they are saying... Annd also indefinitely feeling kind of left out...

Bt then, being young is almost effortless being beautiful for most people :)

Like even ifyou're not exaggerating beautiful naturally, you're still beautiful :) It's just make up which might enhanc your beauty, and etc.

But then also if you have too much make up, even when being young, your looks/skin might have already been destroyed deterioate because of the excessive make-up they use....

But still, I actually hope to know more slightly of make-up and etc. (this sounds so awkwardly weird and new)

And also... not long ago... Mom was having a lil fun talk of how she's being old JKJKJK. HAHAHA, she meant how I was growing up and doing more feminine/girly things. (LOL, this is definitely AWKWARD -O-)

But also I know that I have no idea about anything of make=up,cream and what to do etc.......

Feel kinda dejected/left out you know >.>

As I've metioned earlier, 95%+ people I know at least know how to put make-p, even those guai guai nice girls... They put make-up from time to time.... and all...

Yet, Im just the newbie/odd one out that's being left out etc.......

Like when girls grow up they are more conscious of more things.... Like....

Fashion;Clothes,Skin;Make-Up etc......

And yet there's so much to all these~ And I hardly know about em....

Okay, now forget about the make-up part....

Like I barely pass the test of fashion... Or even social life, considering I don't have a social life to start....

Which mean, my social life + fashion is a special case card... Which means, just pass the test. 50%, tyvm.....

Okay... So overall, I just failed: Fashion, Skin, Social Life....... In fact, I got F for it :D Soooo happy (asif)

Hmm.... I kinda stopped up there in the space just now and went to do work... And I wasn't as moody as before... And nothing to post about at the moment :P

Ohhh well, Miss Signoriti from next door came again..... and kapkapkap... talk crap... And blablabla.... Always complain -_-

tsk.... Im diligiently doing my work now! Maybe not now, going to wehearit.com to look at pictures :P

10.59am

IT BEGINS

2011-09-13T18:00:00.003+08:00

I actually wanted title to be "TODAY IT BEGINS"....

But knowing my awesome procrastination skills....

I think it wouldn't be logical or anything :/ Soooo yea XP

Currently doing my science bulleyes' dissect eye prac report~

Have to prepared for humanities essay this coming Friday....

Which bloody thomas just told us today. fkher. useless teacher -.-

And there's also science test next monday and maths test next tuesday.

And enhanced maths test tomorrow. And guess what! I left my book in school -.-....

Way to go Amabel... arghhh.....

So I'll just b doing my work now! And resist my temptation of watching BOF secretly (which I shouldn't be doing it either >.>)

Hmph... I guess I'll just end here :)

Oh and my new obsession is Kim Sang Beom aka Kim Bun

and my sweet couple SoEul :D

I think they get too little screen time :'( I love seeing them together.... kyaaaaaa

Okay... I better stop here... Or else I wouldn't stop and probably be wasting time :x
I cant really remember if I have any other onscreen couples that I adore. But this is the cutest so far <3
Well, also anime Usui Takumi & Misaki Ayuzawa :P
Have to go now XD

xoxo,Amabel

Tuesday, 130911

8.08pm(GMT+10)

IT BEGINS.

2011-09-13T17:54:00.000+08:00

I actually wanted title to be "TODAY IT BEGINS"....

But knowing my awesome procrastination skills....

I think it wouldn't be logical or anything :/ Soooo yea XP

Currently doing my science bulleyes' dissect eye prac report~

Have to prepared for humanities essay this coming Friday....

Which bloody thomas just told us today. fkher. useless teacher -.-

And there's also science test next monday and maths test next tuesday.

And enhanced maths test tomorrow. And guess what! I left my book in school -.-....

Way to go Amabel... arghhh.....

So I'll just b doing my work now! And resist my temptation of watching BOF secretly (which I shouldn't be doing it either >.>)

Hmph... I guess I'll just end here :)

Oh and my new obsession is Kim Sang Beom aka Kim Bun and my sweet couple SoEul :D

I think they get too little screen time :'( I love seeing them together.... kyaaaaaa ><

Okay... I better stop here... Or else I wouldn't stop and probably be wasting time :x

xoxo,Amabel

Tuesday, 130911

7.54pm(GMT+10)

Zooming out into space~

2011-09-12T06:29:00.001+08:00

Hey guys!

Sorry for MIA-ing and leaving my blog literally dead....

But still Im slightly glad that Im not 'committed' into thinking that I have to/want to blog~

Well, at least I do know that I do get an extra decent amount of time doing things that I want to do more rather than blogging :P

Anyway, Im in school right now. 8.13am :)

Trying to think of how to fill out my PPS facilitator camp form.......

Im seriously unsure D:

I need to know my strengths and weakness~

Gosh, Im really unsure of my strengths, but quite sure of my weakness T_T

Ok this is how I think it shall be...

Weakness

-Introvert (ZOMG, DEFINITELY -.-)

Actually Im not exactly sure of my weakness except being introvert (shy) to people I just meet -.- FML....... How can I not know about myself seriously! Doesn't make any sense T_T

Strengths

IDK :O SHYT SHYT SHYT. Like my so called strengths is only applicable seen of me when Im comfortably at home with people I know since foreverrrrrrrrrrr........

DANGITDANGITDANGIT

Im so stupid -.- tsktsktsk......

And also I didn't do any work on the weekends or packing either :@

Saturday

Went to Footscray dentist (brother's appointment), afterwards went to Boxhill for the so-called Autumn Festival, which was pretty crap... It's just stalls selling food and stuff.... And some lion dance and a lil performance.........

Well, of course I couldn't b bothered watching the performance, nothing much. And I didn't get any food from the stalls either.... So expensive -.-

BUT IT SMELLS SO FRIGGIN GOOD!!!! SATAY <3 ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG. Satay ><

Argh, Im feeling so depressed............ Google Chrome window opened with the PPS Transition Facilitator Camp Form showing....... Kyaaaa.....

So annoyed :@

(Y) Miss Irvine (I think this is how u spell her name).... Unlocked our classroom's doors :D

Thankyouverymuch! :D

Hopefully the heater quickly heats up! Quite cold right now ><

Where's my beloved Spring? This isn't spring D:

Okay... Nothing much right now....

Dont feel like blogging after this either... SO let's click the SEND BUTTON :D

xoxo,Amabel

Monday, 120911

8.29am(GMT+10)

Some nights you just feel so worthless

2011-08-28T20:01:00.000+08:00

I still feel worthless even in the day D':

Heyooo. zomg, I know I did said I hopefully dont want to blog again. But I just have so much inside of me this week :'(

Soo much homework (I know I've complained umpteen times about it, and u guys must b feeling super annoyed now)

Anyway, I actually did quite a bit of my foodtech and french assignment :)
And yesss, Im such a procrastinator. -____- It actually didn't take that long to do quite a bit of work...
But I always get distracted when Im doing work on my laptop... And let me tell you, nowadays we use our laptops sooo much for work...... It's like I just have to work together with my macbook -.-
Urgh, tech-savvy is good. But being like "intact" with tech everyday is not good at all...
So many bad factors... tsk.

Suzanne Cory Test next Saturday /O/"

KILL ME!!!
LITERALLY

I cant imagine it... I've like soo much work...... And I need to find spare time to revise for the tests D':
This is sooo mentally and physically draining~
Kyyaaaa, cant take it anymore.

Okay, Im gonna deactivate my Facebook tmr evening when I get back home.
Seriously, Im so fking determined... PS, for the use of language
Im even gonna ask mom to keep a tab on me... Even though Im someone who gets easily annoyed when reminded to do something...... these few years (because everyone keeps asking me to do things, I develop a slight bad temper :/)

Okay... Gonna end here now, it's 3 mins to 10pm... Gotta sleep :))
My eye 'bags' have come back.... Since I slept at 12am+ yesterday...........

Ja Ne

xoxo,Amabel
Sunday, 280811
10.01pm(GMT+10)

dangit

2011-08-28T14:07:00.001+08:00

Okay, Im seriously damn bored right now -.-

cbf doing my work... Doing it now...

I sort of ended up going to tumblr just now -O-lll

So skeptical of me.... "convinced" myself to do work...

But ended up spending like 30mins close to an hour doing on some things that doesn't help me in my work or future at all -.-

Seriously... wake up Amabel...

It's not Prep anymore :@ Things dont work out even if u get spanked on the butt.

geez, I seriously have to get on with my work now...

And Im oh so damn bored....

pfft, someone's grumpy after their nap. Just came and asked me to do housework -.- with TONE SOMEMORE. wts

You can just ask normally and I'll do it.... Dont have to use what tone to talk to me or wtv.

cbs doing housework. Gonna do my own work instead!

JA NE!

Super uber bored right now... I know I like blogged 2-3 times just today....

Cos I cant like be as childish as I was before... Using Facebook like some blogging platform or Twitter -.-

Soo annoying.... And my Twitter. GONE. I deact like a year ago.... And it's like you cant have it back once u deact it -.-

FML.

Okay, I seriously have to stop blogging and get on with my work now.

Cya~ Actually hopefully not for today. Enough blogging for one day already!

xx,Amabel

Sunday, 280811

4.07pm(GMT+10)

work work work

2011-08-28T12:24:00.000+08:00

WORK WORK WORK

Heyyy, Lunch Barbecue was awesome ;)

And the weather is supperrr duper nice and lovely today ;D

Im gonna do my work now.... Tons of them -_-

-FoodTech Assignment (kinda clueless on what to do)

-French Assignment

-Science Assignment

-Science Prac Reports (2)

-Humanities Video Work (cbf, dont want to waste time doing something that I'll never understand with the stupid inaudible audio -.-)

-Revision for Maths. FML

-Revision Revision Revision x100 X_X

Okayyy, gotta go now... Super busy...

Doubt I'll even have time or the mood to pack my clothes...

But I just might if Im bored of doing work/studying ><

xoxo,Amabel

Sunday, 280811

2.24pm(GMT+10)

Oh, and we're also having a dinner barbecue XD

sad lyf

2011-08-27T21:16:00.001+08:00

SAD LYF

[zooming out into space right now]

(which reminds me of misaki-chan right now :P, how she zooms and glares at people too XP)

Okay, cut the crap now...

I've a sad life -_-

Everytime on facebook, Im like always the one looking through people's fun photos, playing facebook games because I've nothing else better to entertain me... Or I just cbs with sch work...

sad lyf, sad lyf indeed :'(

In fact, I've no social life...

ZERO SOCIAL LIFE

SAD LYF

TYVM Amabel for clarifying there ;)

And don't mind me, you all would have know how pessimistic I am/can be.

And I totally wasted my day today again, much to my reluctance and annoyance... Had to tag along to go for some family outing to the same place >.>

DANG! And it was a friggin 2 hours close to 3 hours drive from home, wtf...................

And I still have work from school and the effing revision for 2 effing major tests -.-

FML

.... Seriously, what is wrong.... how can I straighten my life out man..... wts....

Is it because Im always being so pessimistic that everything good or bad just seems bad to me?

Tsk, I'd must be a very boring and rather non-humourous person =_=lll

Even my dad said I dont have much humour. pfft....

Like how can I be humorous when... ur jokes are so lame...

when Im so friggin troubled over so many things that Im not even clear of what and what things Im troubling over?

And I know already! On average, 90% of my posts are so damn emo and always complaining about my life and all....

You all must really dislike me, and think that in person Im even worse and all....

Oh well, it's alright since I dont even really know most of you in person....

heh~

Okay, Im just gonna end here now.... Told myself I'll be working on french assignment... but ended up....

[sigh] dont even wanna talk about it .......

Ja Ne~

xoxo,Amabel

Saturday, 270811

11.16pm(GMT+10)

Apparently not -.-

2011-08-26T16:59:00.001+08:00

Apparently not going to the city or anywhere tonight =.=
tsk....
sianz~

TGIF! ;D

2011-08-26T15:16:00.000+08:00

Suppp people....

Having Religion right now, and thank goodness Miss Philoppu (I dont even know how to spell her name XD) isn't here...

Handed in my assignment liao.... I think I didn't really did the recipe part well enough XD

I just listed what I think you should do... So it's not really in the format of being a recipe... for being a modern disciple of God... etc etc.

And right now working on some e-poster to tell primary school students about Mary the Mother of God...

And so what do you do when you the internet data usage the school use if used up by your excessive downloading of videos, songs and etc?

Well, Im using a macbook, so I simply just changed the location to home, which allows me to use the internet from home!

But I dont really like that idea, since Im kinda adding up to my house's internet data usage.

But oh well, desperate calls calls for desperate measures!

And that certainly does sounds kinda desperate even though it is so not!

I think and feel like I kinda sound like some english person 'talking'/blogging/typing....

Sounds abit funny and weird! XP HAHAHAHAH.

Ok, ignore me, Im just trying to make things fun for myself. Kinda bored u know XO

Okay, cya later! gotta work on my e-poster now before class ends! ;)

So much homework! D:

-French Assignment due 9 September

-Science Assignment due 2 September

-Science Prac Reports due 8 September

-Enhanced Maths Work

-Maths Revision for test

-Upcoming health test on how badminton scoring works.

-FoodTech Assignment (im not even sure of wtheck I've to do D:)

And yeap!

And Im gonna take a nap this evening when I get back home....

Been sleeping kinda late this week D: Worser panda eyes than ever :'((

I wish I can get rid of my dark eye circles, it's been like that for like forever....

Like seriously, forever, no kidding, not trying to be sympathetic for myself by exaggerating how long it's been there...

But Im really telling the truth that it has been there for like forever... Since like P2 or P3 onwards? D':

This is sooooo bad... Gahhh....

And tonight, probably going to the city....

Dad still asked me to bring them to where I went and been to during the 2D1N school city camp l:o

Okay, I really have to get going and finish my e-poster of Mary! :O

12 minutes left! Shats!

10.40am (GMT+10)

O_O Im surprisingly working very diligently.... Well like duh this is quite an easy task XP

CYA~ XD

10.44am(GMT+10)

stay focused, tyvm

2011-08-25T18:31:00.001+08:00

I have to stay focused...

Suzanne Cory test in like 1-2 weeks >;o ....

Im so not prepared for it...

Doing my school work right now that is due tomorrow.

I swear (psh, no offence to anyone who doesn't like/can't swearing)....

if I don't have to friggin study religion as a subject just because Im in a catholic school. I'll have lots more free time, and spend more time on more important core subjects and subjects that will help me in future.

Like seriously... this is just so shit. :@

And I wouldn't be doing this crap assignment right now, and I wouldn't be having this sulky teacher for semester 2 -.-....

seriously, screw this shit.

Okay, Im just gonna finish the ends of this crap non-sensical religion assignment and go revise =_=

God pray that I'll get through the revision and understand it...

xoxo,Amabel

Thursday, 250811

8.31pm(GMT+10)

-_- stupid lesson

2011-08-25T10:25:00.001+08:00

Gahhh....

Having Humanities right now in the Multimedia room.

Which is the room that is opposite the IT guys' room. (omo~)

And right now, Im definitely straight on determined that I'll not watch the damn humanities video that is about like 44mins+

I already watched like 23mins already. And I dont get a shyt of what the video is about..........

And the audio isn't that good either, just plainly listening to it...

And not taking down any notes for it at all. Despite we have to answer questions based on this stupid video -_-lll

wts.

So right now, Im just waiting for my prince of tennis episode 159 to finish downloading....

And I think I havent watch Prince Of Tennis for like 3-4weeks+ already! OMG.

So unexpected man... But also there's like quite a few breaks in the episodes, like 7 episodes missing....So I cant download it ;'(

IF I really want to watch it have to go animeseason.net to watch it :/

It's called Tennis No Ouji Sama instead of Prince of Tennis.

I think.....

PS.

English right now.... which means recess is over.

We're doing the stupid english thingy right now.

HaHAHAH, sarah's one is funny as XP

Hmmm.... Cya...

dw to blog liao

xoxo,Amabel

Thursday, 250811

12.25pm(GMT+10)

Alrighty!

2011-08-24T10:48:00.001+08:00

Alrighty...

Today is actually alright ;) Despite the English thingy ;)

Im glad, I actually got through without hyperventilating or having a 'fever'...

yes, yes, yes. you might be wondering what 'fever' am I talking about...

Well, I actually did say about this quite a few times in the past posts...

As I've probably mentioned or even made it kind of obvious that Im the kind of person who is shy (yes, shy....lol) to people whom I just met for like a few times (let's say 1-5 times?)

And even if I know/meet them like daily (classmates), I cant really talk to them after I actually get to know them better, and for them to know me better either...

And also I'm the kind of person who makes it hard for others to know more about me... (lol, ikr, Im such a pain -.-)

And yeaaaa....... And Im also the kind who dare not ask too many questions, or even ask a question..... :/

Which also explains why I dont dare to ask teachers during lessons what so and so means....

Because I feel uncomfortable, I feel like when Im asking the question, everyone is sort of looking at me... to see if I ask a stupid question or so :x

Yes, yes, yes.... That's why makes me so hard to communicate, socialise with :/ And vice versa (damn annoying-ily)....

Anyway, having French right now and then lunch ;)

Doing an assignment, Im doing it, but my fingers just felt itchy? :P

And so yea XP

After lunch, will be having sports :D Badminton~

Afterwards, going to Werribee Plaza to try the contact lens' trial thingy again....

DAMN, I pray and hope that I can put the lens in and also take it out -_-....

SO I CAN BRING THE LENSES BACK HOME!

For goodness sake, Amabel, please make sure you do it!

YESSSSSSS, I will DO MY BEST! GAMBATTE! :D

Okay, Im gonna end now and use the remaining time of french lesson to work on my french assignment ;)

and btw, do you guys have any nice yummy french dish/food to tell me about?

French assignment is about french people, french culture, french school, french food, how they eat it etc.

like a home stay thingy ;) Just imagining you know.....

If you understand what I mean XD

Thanks

xoxo,Amabel

Wednesday, 240811

12.48pm(GMT+10)

MIA

2011-08-21T19:36:00.001+08:00

Hey guys, I've decided to go on MIA.

Wouldn't be blogging that much either, and losing a slight interest in blogging too :/

Not sure why... hormones? LOL, nahhh jkjk....

Just dont feel like blogging and there's also alot of other things for me to do too :s

Hopefully I can get them done since blogging would be out of the way...

But Im 110% sure facebook wouldn't be out of the way, which I think is really bad.

If only someone change my facebook password so I cant access it...

But then I will feel angry, restricted, lifeless...

ZOMG, facebook is addictive. Even when u r a nobody, somebody... It is addictive... Somehow... even though it's boring, like a fridge, COLD.

RE-FRI-GE-RAT-OR.

some year 8 joke that I dont really understand...

...... Okay, Im gonna end here now! Have to do my science homework!

And I have maths homework! But I left my exercise book in school :(((

And there's the stupid English rap song on thursday -.-

ZOMG, infront of the class T_Tlll

French Assignment

Religion Assignment

FoodTech Assignment

Science Assignment

FML, this is sooo shit. Homework starts jumping out of nowhere. D:

CIAO THEN.

xoxo,Amabel

Sunday,210811

9.36pm(GMT+10)

Something's coming up, but yet......

2011-08-20T18:56:00.001+08:00

Something is coming up, yet Im feeling quite realised D:<

This is is very very bad :'(

Gonna do my sch work now and if I time, I'll have to do what I have to do...

Sianz.

xoxo,Amabel

Saturday, 200811

8.56pm(GMT+10)

Gorgeous Weather

2011-08-20T14:39:00.000+08:00

Definitely different :')

Hey guys! Went to the optometrist this morning to try on the contact lens trial thingy.
OMFG, I swear I literally died morally... It's just so damn hard to put it in!
The guy/optometrist guy put the contact lens for me first, took like 5-8mins before he put both of them in, and then I had to have a lesson/tuition... To learn how to take out and put in...
ZOMG, take out I took sooooo long, but putting in it is even harder -.-
!@#$%^&*()_+{}:"<>?\
In the end, I decided to go back again for my lesson/tuition of learning how to put in/take out contact lenses o_0lll
DAMNIT, bro got to take his trial contact lenses back since he know how to put in and take his contact lenses out -.-
FML...
The time when bro was having his lesson/tuition I window shopped Werribee Plaza. :)
Got my Baby Lips, since I lost them during the camp -_-
And yea~~~
Wanted to go to Rubi Shoes to get their $1 nail polish (lol, im a cheapskate), but they weren't there anymore -.-
They also slightly changed the shop arrangements, other shops did that too... I wonder why? o.O
So I went to Valleygirl <3
Kyaaaaaa, the wallets they have now are like bright colours one -.-
The so called trend right now is colour-blocking.... Im like huh? what?
But there's also jack union trend in other countries - sg and usa, etc.
So I dont understand the bright colour blocking trend right now... Although I do like some of them :)
I think it's alright to colour-block clothes/tops, but some tops doesn't look nice in their specific bright colour atm...
shorts is alright with colour-blocking ^^

Anyway, I walked around, gahhh, didn't c much... but didn't feel like just walking out, so I casually grab afew items that slightly caught my eyes. :P
So I casually grab these

-tube top
-3/4 jeans?
-striped tank-y top
-white-denim dress
-highwaist shorts <3

YES, ZOMG, I LOVE THE HIGHWAIST SHORTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT IT SOOOO BADLY D':

But I don't like spending $30 for a denim shorts :/ even though people might be thinking that it's alright......
Haish, I really really really want to get it, I have enough money to get it...... Like I can even buy it on my own for myself...
But :'( Later parents will say this say that, especially my mom =.=lll
ARGH.

Sooooo guys, should I get it... By which I mean ask my parents and also get it! I dont care right now if I pay for it myself or my parents.
Just tell me, should I ask my parents and get it? >w
Gahhh...

Okay, ending blog post now ^^ And also I uploaded pictures that I took up from the Eureka Skydeck during the city camp ^^
Im sorry if you can't view it if you're not my facebook friend.
And also, I don't really accept friends from the blogger world, unless Im comfortable with who you are and all :)

Gonna go bathe now ^^
J'adore the weather, it's sunny today! Nice and warm, but not too hot :) Just in between warm and hot ;)

xoxo,Amabel
Saturday, 200811
4.38pm(GMT+10)

p.s

I've been listening to

Kaichou Wa Maid Sama's

OST. It rocks ;)

But Im getting abit tired of it...

lol, been listening it since like last weekend XP

But I recommend you guys listen to it!

Rest Day

2011-08-19T21:09:00.000+08:00

Having Science right now!

Finally the last lesson of the day! I just want to go home right now, Im so freaking tired! argh...

Seriously this week totally sucks!

Okay maybe well except the camp?

Gosh! Today was totally hectic!

Humanities first and then Religion next -.-

Like seriously wtf man! I cant stand it, this is sooo damn annoying.

Humanities we had to do the damn essay thing-o. ZOMG, zoooooom out, I just wrote what I could think of, and I swear it's not even in order, I think Im gonna fail that essay badly. Crap man :@

And then Religion next, teacher had a spazz fit... Well not as if Humanities teacher had one too the previous lesson -.- Like seriously, wtf is wrong with these teachers we get this semester?

I feel like smacking or shouting at them! Like I just want my Semester 1 teacher back :@

You guys suck, ur "so called vast" teaching experiences are just a pile of bullshit, crap, stinking dung that is totally 110% false in my opinion! :@

Went to look for Miss Layton during recess. Im so effing confused and annoyed right now.

ZOOOOOOMG, who knew this teacher that I have completely no acquaintance with actually got to know something that almost no one know O_Olll And yes, I told her, I have to.... in a way.... >.>lll

Ok right now Im just gonna work on my science right now.

And all of a sudden a ton of homework just jumped out of nowhere -.-

My Harry Potter? <3

11.08pm

Apparently, I did not rest. Playing The Sims Social on Facebook.

But damn am I tired like shit.

xx,Amabel

Friday, 190811

11.09pm(GMT+10)

Out-fashioned

2011-08-15T17:45:00.001+08:00

OMIGOSH. Packing for tomorrow's 2D1N camp in the city thing-o now...
I realised that I dont have a suitable bag with a suitable size -.-
All my bags are either too small or medium sized (which is only suitable for a day outing or swimming :O)

So pathetic siaaaa....
Definitely gonna get CR Bag and FPB when I get back Singapore D:
Dangit... Seriously, wondering how I can pack now... Just pack the clothes, but dk what kind of bag Im gonna put it into D:<

This seriously sucks... OMGOSH.... Eurgh.
Ok, Im just gonna go pack the clothes now -.-

xx,Amabel
Monday, 150811
7.45pm(GMT+10)

Disappointment

2011-08-14T18:55:00.001+08:00

In life, there are always disappointment...

Nothing's perfect...

And nothing's too good to be true...

Even if something seems and feels perfect, there is always this minor flaw in it, but to us it's perfect :')

Okay, so today's not perfect, not at all D:

Soooo disappointed today sia-laaaaa.... Waste time, waste everything!

Reached home about 4.20pm? Went to Point Cook Town Centre.

Headed to Harris Scarfe to look for some sports shoes. BLEH, suck, ugly :(

So just bought foodies and things~

Headed to Boardwalk Centre to order pizzas for dinner from Hot House Pizza ^^

I love the pizza they make there :D

And the asian grocery opposite has officially opened, but I cant be stuffed...

Sooo empty, and what's more it's cn ppl -.-

Im warning you, dont screw or play with me. And it's like nothing much there, oh well...

Got out of it, since I desperately need a breather :/

Went inside Hot House Pizza to wait for the pizza.

Some cute guy sitting outside, lol...... somewhat looks like cody.s XD

especially what he's wearing looks identical to what cody.s wore in his

All Day MV :P

The pizza was ready quite fast :) Good efficiency (lol).

Walked out, apparently cute guy smokes >:o whyyyyyyyy. :x

I don't really understand, what's with people smoking... Be it teenagers or adults...

Teens smoke because they either think it's cool or they just think it's fun and can forget stress etc. D:

Adult smoke, the reasons is almost the same except the cool thing :/

Just don't understand they want to smoke, the so called "benefits" are -.- lame, nonsense, crap, bullshyt.

JUST DONT SMOKE! GOOD FOR EVERYONE! GOOD FOR YOUR HEALTH! AND YOU DON'T HARM OTHERS EITHER!!!!!!

HAISH... Just dont smoke guys :)

Okay, gtg... Have to study for tomorrow's Maths test! >:o I almost forgot about it D':

cya then~

xoxo,Amabel

Sunday, 140811

8.55pm(GMT+10)

nice dreams :)

2011-08-14T05:51:00.001+08:00

Last night was an awesome sleep. (LOL, that sounded so random and kinda pervertic XD)

Anyway, it's cause I've had nice dreams of going back and nice dreams of Usui Takumi & Kaichou wa Maid Sama! :P

Well, it there was more parts of the nice dream of going back :P

Seems soo fun, so relaxed~ If only reality could be like that too :) How nice it would be~

Also dreams of Usui Takumi :P And also dreams of Usui & Misaki ^^

Okay, ending here now! Gonna have breakfast and go out :)

xoxo,Amabel

Sunday, 140811

7.49am(GMT+10)

Usui ♥

Kaichō wa Maid-sama! (会長はメイド様)

2011-08-13T21:33:00.004+08:00

I finished watching Kaichō wa Maid-sama! (会長はメイド様) ♥ Hahahaha, must be thinking Im crazy. Well, I kinda am \O/ In a good way
Keep thinking Of Usui, Usui, Usui, Usui~~~

HAHAH, Soz for the slight spam of Usui♥ He's sooooo perfect♥ :P
And just now during 11:11 I wished and hoped for a Season Two Of Kaichō wa Maid-sama! (会長はメイド様) :D
One season is just not enough to satisfy me D':
Apparently Usui has a brother~! I think it's only in the manga right now!
So they definitely have to make a season two of Kaichō wa Maid-sama! (会長はメイド様)!!! But some source said that whoever deciding this said TBC which is (to be determined)...
So shattered, just how long do I have to wait for a season two?
TBD?!?!?! How long will you take to determine ur decisions guys? :s

Kawaiiiiiii ♥
Sooo I really really really want a season two of Kaichō wa Maid-sama! (会長はメイド様) SOOOOO BADLY!....
Hopefully my wish/dream comes true ^~^

Okay, gtg now! It's late already :/

xoxo,Amabel
Saturday, 130811
11.42pm(GMT+10)

Just cant get enough.

2011-08-12T22:49:00.001+08:00

ZOMG, Im totally addicted to Kaichou Wa Maid Sama...

Downloading Episode 7 Part 2/2... Soooo long, I accidentally downloaded Episode 7 Part 1/2 twice /o/.....

WASTE MY TIME AND THE FREAKING INTERNET DATA!!! D:

9 mins before Episode 7 Part 2/2 finish downloading...

Heh! I feel like watching until Episode 10 before I go to bed!!! :P

Usui & Misaki kissed already!!! <3 *fangirl scream*

OMG, Usui is soooo cute and dreamy~ lalalalala

Hahahah, I think my adoration of Usui is kinda getting overboard for you guys ain't?

Well, even though there's older posts of me when i was crazy over celebrities or whatever thing-o... And they probably sound a lot crazier and worse than this adoration of my new love (lol)...

Somehow Usui is theeee besstttttt sooo farrr <3 Amongst all of them XP

Sigh... There's only 27 episodes in the anime, wished there was a season two....

Hahaha, Im talking big now, season two? When I haven't finish watching season one... But seriously season one with just 27 episodes is kinda abit off :/

Oh well... Usui forever <3 Hwaiting! ~

xoxo,Amabel

Saturday, 130811

12.49am (GMT+10)

Addiction, addiction, no wonder they're so addictive

2011-08-12T18:33:00.000+08:00

Addiction, addiction, no wonder they're so addictive

Hey yo... So I got my curiousity get the better of me, and so I thought I watched one or two episodes of Kaichou Wa Maid Sama!!! :D
OMFG, just watched the first episode and I fell in love with it, so addictive!!!

Usui Takumi ♥

Usui Takumi and Misaki Ayuzawa ♥

HAHAHA, I know Im totally head over heels in love with the show, and especially Usui Takumi ♥ *fangirl scream*

Hahaha, doesn't sound like me at all <:O Oh well, guess nobody ever truly knows who I am XP except myself and no one else.! And yeap! When I said no one else, I also mean my family! XD lawl~ Currently watching the last episode of....
当我们同在一起
OMG!!!!!!! Left if off in singapore one year plus ago D':
It's currently airing on some china channel... Sooo happy to watch it, even though it's just the last episode :/ But oh well...
Brings back memories, happiness and sadness :'(

Okay! Cya guys :))

xoxo,Amabel
Friday, 120811
8.33pm

LOST

2011-08-12T10:44:00.001+08:00

So lost right now...
Dejected, annoyed, lost, frustrated...
And hasn't these always been a part of my daily life?

Frigging english work, I don't effing know wth to do......
Feel like I can't do anything, that stupid thingy...
tt dont understand it...... FML.

Fear of the coming, and fear of the present, fear of the past...
What's coming, only I know...
Fear of the present, people who are who with me wouldn't always know... as Im a master in hiding my feelings, what I think etc.
Fear of the past, how things would be different if so and so on.... ~

I have sooooooo many bad qualities don't I? Im a fail, always saying I'll overcome it, that it wouldn't stop me anymore.
But what happens? I always repeat myself like a recorder, it's like pointless for me to keep saying it, but I hate how I never managed to do it...
HATE IT. And I FRIGGIN REPEAT MYSELF. FML.

Never ever ever ever.

Always eluding myself and others, don't I? Heh! Can I change that? 0.01%
Maybe I'll get Inui to calculate for me T.T

FML ;'(

12.43pm

Squealing with excitement

2011-08-11T19:16:00.000+08:00

PRINCE OF TENNIS

Kaichō wa Maid-sama!Maid Sama!

Currently watching Prince Of Tennis as you all know :)
Im at episode 135 going to Episode 136, that is until I can download it :P

But as you can see there's another poster beside Prince Of Tennis~
It's a anime called Kaichō wa Maid-sama/Maid Sama - The Student Council President is a Maid!
I read all the synopsis of it online on wikipedia (ftw) :P
Very much attracted to the plot of it <3 And I can also download it off veoh in school :D WOOTS <3 Well, there's about 40-47 more episodes left in Prince Of Tennis :) Cant wait to finish it off :) And cant wait to move on and watch Maid SAMA :D Well, that's gonna go on my wishlist again ~

Okay, Im gonna end now! Need to revise for my french test tmr O:/
Cant wait for tmr and the weekends ^O^
Gonna pack for my 2D1N 'camp' in the city, camp with the "INVERTED COMMAS" since it's in the city~ LOL. :P
Squealing with excitement inside XD

Cya~

xoxo,Amabel
Thursday, 110811
9.16pm(GMT+10)

Nice sunny looking morning :)

2011-08-11T19:02:00.000+08:00

8.09am~

Outside the classroom sitting on the carpet again as usual...

This morning has been well, kind of nice :)

The sun is shining faintly, nto too faintly :)

But still it feels good to see the sun you know? :))

I actually miss the sun... Well hasn't it always? The sun is sooo dear and nice, warm to us during Winter...

I hate Winter :(( It's been so cold this year, cant stand it...

Oh nooooooooooo, the sun just went into hiding D: (shattered)

Oh well, it just have to do before spring comes, which is like in September.... It's just a month away, but it seems sooo far :((

I want to make a gif!!!! Either using Photoshop Or Flash... WHATEVER.

DAMNIT, Miss Tzelepis taught us to make one using Flash last semester, but I forgot about it! Despite telling myself that I will never forget it! Arghhhh... stm leh me -_-

But Miss Tzelepis kindly allowed me to go and loo for her later on eith er during recess or lunch! :D WHOPPEEE, so she can teach me about it :P

HOORAY :D

Nothing much right now, just downloading Prince Of Tennis Episodes.

Currently downloading Prince Of Tennis episode 131 :)

HAhahaah last episode was about Nanjirou and how he lalala youi know? :) Soo funny :P

And I finally got to ... well you can say see Ryoma's mom - Rinko...

But they only showed us how she looked when she was younger....

Not how she looked presently, keep showing us her back T_T

2 more minutes till download finishes...

I just wish I can download all the episodes a one! Gahhhh~

Hmmm... I guess I'll be ending here now :)

Today's timetable is

PE > Humanities (diao argh) > Recess > English > Lunch > Science

Hopefully nothing goes too bad or wrong >.>

Oh oh oh! And I will be packing for my city overnight 'camp' this weekend <3

Excitement squealing~

2011-08-11T19:01:00.000+08:00

PRINCE OF TENNIS

Kaichō wa Maid-sama!Maid Sama!

Because it lacks improvement in everything

2011-08-10T16:45:00.001+08:00

J'adore your fashion.~

But...... Je déteste everything else.

Your transport system sucks.

Your man force sucks.

Your work efficiency sucks.

Practically everything else sucks.

Therefore you lack lots of improvement.

I hope that you can dont take a year or over just to get some trivial things done with.

I hope that you don't waste other people time when something that can be done within an hour takes more than a day.

I hope that you aren't so lazy.

I hope that you know that you desperately need improvement. BIG TIME.

Arigato Gozamaisu~

Pls take note~

Merci :x

I got drenched in the rain, the effing website doesn't provide enough details... It's just fking sketched up and list the so called landmarks, it doesn't fking list all the places that it stops at.

I HATE YOUR SERVICE. I HATE YOUR WEATHER. I HATE YOUR PUBLIC TRANSPORT.

xx,Amabel

Wednesday, 100811

6.45pm(GMT+10)

Something missing.

2011-08-09T19:56:00.000+08:00

Heyyy guys :)
As promised, Im gonna post some of the things I bought from Habour Town ^^

Okay, that's all about it ^^
I love the shades I got from ValleyGirl! I wanna get another one like........

But should I? Cos I already have like 2 sunglasses now :P
And the one that I was contemplating to buy... When I tried it on, it was kinda tight? :/ And it seems to be like that for every other~ Even for the ones at rubi shoes (i think) since I never tried em before? :/
[shrugs]

Okay! Im gonna end off here now! It's 9.55pm already! :O
Dont feel like blogging for the next few days, kinda tired and all~
So yea :)
Best MMADD Day ever ;D..... but the workshops are the WORST D;

xoxo,Amabel
Tuesday, 090811
9.56pm(GMT+10)

OMIGOSH.

I like you so much again.

I will :)

2011-08-06T18:34:00.000+08:00

I'll probably post up some pictures from my Harbour Town haul~

Well it wasn't that much of a haul :P And I got the shades that I've been wanting <3

It's $4.95 :P Hehehehe. And even if it's usual price - $9.95, it's cheaper than Cotton On's $12.95... But Im not sure of the UV protection for the shades I got from Vg today. Cotton On's ones are like UV 400 :/

Oh well~

Okay I gotta go do my work now! Haven't done any today yet :(

xx,Amabel

Saturday, 060811

8.34pm(GMT+10)

A List Of TO-DOsssss

2011-08-05T16:44:00.000+08:00

I just realised I have alot of things and work TO DO

Work Related To-Do List
-Science Worksheet
-Science Revision
-Science Tracing Sheets
-Humanities Essay brainstorm
-Humanities Work from Yesterday
-Humanities Resource 3.10 Questions
-French Test next Wednesday on Futur Proche
-FoodTech Research due 17 August
-Maths Chapter 5.6 Questions 1-6, 9 & 10.
-Maths Worksheet
-Maths Chapter Review

Personal To-Do List
-Get things from my wishlist. Well clothes XD
-Clothes/Accessories
-Clothes/Accessories
-Clothes/Accessories

Crap, Valleygirl has the best things... Like almost every single thing I just want to have it >.<

crapcrapcrap

Lalalal mama~ ~~Im gonna have a hole in my pocket~~... I never ever (I think :P) have a hole in my pocket... literally...
It's just that no matter how much I like a certain thing... I just don't feel like paying abit more than what I think it should just for it... And even if it is worth the money... I resist in getting it D:/
I just feel really responsible in how I use my money u know? Like why KEEP spending money on clothes when you already have sufficient clothes already?
Well...

A girl never have sufficient clothes.

It's never enough to satisfy a girl's wants for fashion.

-Amabel Lim

Well... That's just so damn right true... Hahaha I quoted that
I wanna go Werribee Plaza tomorrow too!!! WANT TO GO VALLEYGIRL♥ and some other stores too ^^
Want to go to Valleygirl for the promo $4.95 sunnies :D
And some other stuffs ^^ like~

J'adore Valleygirl ♥

Hmmm... Cya. I forgot what I wanted to blog, well I actually blogged this part, but blogger decided to be an idiot and not save my latest blog post nor blogging it when I publish the post! Even when they said they published the post -.-
But it didnt freaking appear on my blog :O So yea :/

Oh! And here's a awesome photo of the pretty evening skies. Well, the photo quality of skills isn't amazing, since it was taken using my phone XD But the skies is amazing! ;)

School Today
Reached school around 8am?
Kara and Caroline were already there. So I unpack my things got my laptop out, and work on my humanities and re work :)
And then Angela called me at 8.08am o.O Apparently she already reached school...
well maybe the bus came earlier today~
So I just went to the library and got her usb off her so I can give her some movies :)
Went back and sat on the carpet outside the locked classroom to do my work.

lalalalalala, Miss Cubitt came, unlocked the classroom. Everyone went in, the usual routine~
And then we headed to the MMC for a brief assembly.
Best assembly ever... Well......

Assembly with the best news ever ★ ☆ ✰

So far in MSJ.

:D Well... Guess what...
Ok it's not all nice good news. There's some lame old boring news like the stupid uniform. tsk, cbs.
Well here's the awesome good news that I ever heard for the entire year, well for the entire years I've been in school...including singapore.
Hahahaha Im gonna sound sooo noob and someone with no social life when you read on :P

This year, 2011. We're the first batch of Year 9s, that is ever gonna have an excursion overnight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IN THE CITY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA I literally shout for HOORAYYY XD inside.
Yessss, Im indeed a suaku kia who stays at home for like 9/10 of her currently living life. XP
So Im really excited and pumped for it.
The activities and things we're gonna do and see sounds soooooo fun :D
CANT WAIT O:> YAYAYAYAYAYAYAY

Hahaha I think I'll go on YAYAYAY for days, but I'll spare u guys from reading YAYAYAYA AND CANT WAIT MISERY FROM ME XD

After the assembly went back to class.
Had Humanities... with always judging us miss thomas... Oh ya, I actually didn't remember her name at all from lesson 1... Since the term started, until Caroline said her name... I was like, oh ya her name is Miss Thomas! HHAHAHAHA. Ok and we did really shitty thing... We actually sit on the floor like primary school students -.- LIKE WTF. We all complained that we don't want to, and that's what we did in primary school...
She said, "Oh come on, I always do that with my year eleven(wtf, poor year elevens :/)... We all love (PUKE) to get cosy together (seriously? Give me a break)."
Seriously? I pity the Year Eleven class she's teaching -_-

Anyway, class finally ended. Had RE nxt... Yes, how great ;_;lll
It's average...... I guess~
Recess, had one of my hotdog bun and a small snickers :)
And then... We had... Let me think back... :/ Oh yea, we had Maths. Hahaha, it was just like half the class, since quite a number of them went to Spotlight to buy materials for their Textiles subject :P
Anyway, I did work that I havent did on the previous lessons. And yea... :/

Lunch next, had my second hotdog bun. There's a sausage sizzle today to raise money for the Japan Earthquake which was in MARCH.... And it's AUGUST NOW, it's it kinda slow? -.-
Diaoooooo, like seriously -.- The school just did that for show cos the Japanese students came for two weeks, and today's their last day. tsk, thick-two-faced -.-
You dont have to show them, even if you did it back in April, it's the thought that counts........
Had Science next... The confusing and dont get it lesson... Average as usual~

Okay, and that's my day ;) Ending here now then :)

xoxo,Amabel
Friday, 0500811
6.43pm(GMT+10)

Miss Attitude. YOU

2011-08-02T18:40:00.000+08:00

Hey...
School sucks big time today! Like seriously, totally, big time. EURGH!
English, Science, Recess, Humanities, Lunch and then Maths.
Maths was unexpectedly .... well the best lesson of the day.
All the lesson totally sucks sooooooo much, I hate them all.
English did the effing stupid reading the crap idiotic english book which is actually a stupid script of a lame old film : Much Ado About Nothing. WASTE OF TIME until we effing finish it -.-

Science. The stupid prac reports and the tracing exercise sheets...
So in the end we just handed in our prac reports... And lalalala dilly dally~
And then teacher went on to her 'seminar talk' about how the eyes sees thing.
Was eurgh disgusting, awesome, cool, FACT......
And then we had like about 10 mins doing this worksheet that we just received...
Thought I put it off first and ask her about the stupid tracing shit.

And then finally recess, break from all these crap -_- Recess ended and yea....

And you know what? The worst has yet to come... Humanities is the worst fking lesson ever :@
Teacher was sucha a attitude bitch, and she still said we have attitude and she will not tolerate it. We were all like wtf... We were THE ones who cant fking tolerate ur fking all high and mighty shit attitude alright? :@
So STFU. Said all these shit, I cant even be bothered or want to say what happened. -_-
Finally was lunch time! OMG, so relieved man.
Got my lunch, and stupid teacher is on yard duty and has to chase us out like all the other teachers did -_-

Finished my lunch, got my laptop and maths work and went to the library with the thought of doing my work.
Saw Rebecca, thought I asked her about some Photoshop brushes and things.
So I ended up only doing one question XD
So lunch ended and I went back to class for maths.
Teacher didn't came, so substitue teacher came in.
Surprisingly we did work, cos everyone always have the thinking of not doing work when there's a sub teacher. But we did XD

But then there's actually a performance the japanese girls put up!!! And we didn't know that, if we knew we might be able to go and see it!
They had one last year, it's soooo cute and fun. Wished we went today! ><
Nvm.

Ok, gtg now :) Just finished watching MasterChef. :)
Cya~

xoxo,Amabel
Tuesday, 020811
8.39pm(GMT+10)

Just one of the many weekends :) + Monday

2011-08-01T17:24:00.000+08:00

So I actually went out yesterday:

Sunday :P

had some malaysian 'dessert'? U know those green thingy with coconut thing-o wrapped inside for well lunch. Had about 3 of them? :) After that......
Wheeeee, we went to Habour Town @ Docklands.

I wanted to get this vintage jagaur like/aviator shades @Cotton On......
But I kinda hesitated should I get the $5 ones or the $13 ones...
I dont understand why the $5 they uglify it... It's like the same, but they add this plastic thing around the shades -_-
I wished I could take off the plastic thingy... But apparently I tried to do so on the spot... But I cant... :(
I kept thinking should I get the $13 shades... But Im really in a dilemma :(
So I just went away thinking of going back later on :/
Wanted to get this modd rings @ Diva too... But I can just get them in Singapore @ S$4-$5?
So nahhh~ So I wasted about 45mins total just @ Diva & Cotton On -_-
Im so flickered-minded right? D:

So I went on to walk around like finally after wasting so much time XP
I really really wanted to get something.

I HAVE TO
I GOTTA
GET SOMETHING!
OR ELSE...

Yesss, that sounded a bit demanding and scary :x Hahahaha.
I thought of getting some shoes suitable for dresses and some clothes?
I ended up only getting something @ Valleygirl - my FAVOURITE store :)
I got a jeans for $10, love it and it's the last piece @ $10, even though its' price tag is $15.
There's soooo many things @ Valleygirl, I wanna get something besides the jeans, like some dress... But there wasn't really any dress there... Most of them looks too formal or office work, or it's too low cut -_-
So oh nahnahnah. Got 3 tank tops @ ICE for $10, well it's an essential and I dont have them l:O
Have to go home afterwards, but I thought I go back and check out Cotton On... But it's already like 5pm, so it's closed :(
So we just went back home afterwards, but Im still happy ^^ At least I didn't go back home empty-handed :P Everyone got something ^^ I like Alastair's new shoes, I love it :P

Went to Footscray to buy some food and duck for dinner.
Reached home, unpack, bathed, dinner.
Sadly I found out that one of the tank tops isn't sewed properly at the side -.- So there's like this hole, even though it's not ripped, it's just not sewed together with the other parts ya know? But mom said she's gonna help me mend it. :)

So......

I got a jeans from Valleygirl and 3 tanktops ICE.
Alastair got a new AWESOME black/sliver shoes from FILA
Bro got a shoe from FILA too and a top from Ozmosis
Dad got 2 tops from SpringField.
Mom got 2 dress from SpringField.

MONDAY

So I had English, Maths, Recess, FoodTech, Lunch, French.
English was boring and lame as usual, and forever will be~ And stupid nigel found out about the new seating plan after like 1-3 weeks -.- lame bendan.
So we reluctantly have to seat according to the new seating plan. eurgh.
Read the stupid book - script of Much Ado About Nothing.
Bored.Die.Me
Had Maths afterwards, copied notes and did work. Oh yeah speaking of Maths work, I do have some homework for it.
Recess afterwards.
And then FoodTech, we did some garnishing lame thing-o... It's really quite lame and a waste of a lesson. Just a waste of time, not even worthwhile to have that lesson.
Lunch next. It's average :x and a bit sianz :/
And then French, which was alright. Just work u know.

And yea, that's all :)
Okay, I gotta head on to do my work now! Cya guys ^^

xoxo,Amabel
Monday, 010811
7.24pm(GMT+10)

Lovely Sunday Morning :)

2011-07-31T08:12:00.000+08:00

早安
Ohayou gozaimasu! おはようございます
Anyong-haseyo 안녕하세요
Bonjour!
Good Morning

Hahaha, just being bored a bit of a show off XD
Well, not that I know how to spell korean or japanese words.... I only know it in English form of writing how it sounds :P
So yea, I kinda googled the japanese and korean words for 'Good Morning' :P

I woke up at around probably 7am? And then went back to sleep... ARound 8+ woke up, and I finally woke up at about 8.50am? :)

So I washed up, boiled water, ponder for awhile what to have for breakfast... Had cereal, check facebook etc.
and lalalala, here I am :)
It's 10.07am now :P

Hmmm, nothing much today... Dont think we're going out anywhere......
I'll probably do my homework :) and then we'll see how...
But just hopefully I concentrate >.< in doing my work >:P

Abientot! :)

xoxo,Amabel
Sunday, 310711
10.12am(GMT+10)

Logic will get you from
A to Z
But imagination will get you
EVERYWHERE.
- Albert Einstein

City Nights

2011-07-30T22:25:00.001+08:00

So I went to the City instead of Glen Waverly for dinner :)

And we ended up going to some Japanese restaurant for dinner :)

Well... The food is average, presentation of some of the dishes were average too :/
And the amt of food they give is seriously over-charged...
They gave a super shallow plate/bowl... Dont even know if you can call it a plate, or a bowl -_-
You cant even fill you stomache with that... Luckily I didn't order that :P
I ordered a assorted box of rice, side dishes... You know :P

Oh well :) But I think the decor of the restaurant is not that bad or lousy :)
After dinner we casually walked around the city for awhile :)

I love how the city looks at the night :)

Went to some asian shop afterwards... And headed back to the carpark and head home :)
We were all tired :/

Oh and I wore

skinny jeans + black top + beige cream scarf + red bonnie beret + red 'varsity like' jacket + slightly dark blue canvas shoes and some lip gloss :P

Cya~ It's 12.13am already! l;O Cya then :)
OH YESH!!! Cant wait till the new month's internet renews, and th freaking internet stop being so effing slow :@ Pisses me off for 2 weeks already! Eurgh.

xoxo,Amabel
310711
12.25am

2011-07-30T13:23:00.000+08:00

Heyyy, it's a late gloomy Saturday afternoon.
The weather isn't all that happy sunny, it's just gloomy, cold and slightly windy with all the off and on showers......
Oh well~

2nd week of school has been alright, average.
Thought I've like 1 or 3 homework... Turns out not, after some detailed thinking back in my mind of what homework I've :/

So I've.....

English Mindmap
Science Prac Reports due next Tues
Maths Revision
Religion Work (it's so shit)
Humanities Work

Oh well, that's about it......
Nothing interesting, fun, happy, sad, enraging.....
Just plain old boring days..... tsk.

Feeling like watching the last Harry Potter movie in 3D :/
Harry Potter and the deathly Hallows: Part 2...
Hahaha, I havent even watch Part 1... And all the previous movies of Harry Potter, I dont know which one is which... So dont really get the story but oh well...
Wanna watch it just because it's the last one, and people said it's the best... :)

Thing is......
Am I even allowed -_-
Idw to go alone
Since I wanna watch 3D, but what about my specs? Even though it's 3D and like right infront of you....
Once I went on this short 3D video/clip in Genting, I cant even see clearly -.-

And yeahhh, just to watch a damn effing movies got so many problems... Im so pro.
And eurgh! I hate that I've to wear specs just to see things :(
And it makes my eyes looks smaller and smaller after a period of time wearing it :( Not happy, effing annoyed and enraged manszxc......
Im literally blind without my specs :'(

Hmmmm, nothing much naw :) Just being comfy in my top + oversize cream jumper + Floral flannelette pajamas that I made in school last year. :)
Probably going out for dinner later on :) idk what to wear ._.

Ciaos then ;)

xoxo,Amabel
Saturday, 300711
3.22pm(GMT+10)

I dont want to pretend
that this is the end of
YOU & ME.

At a lost

2011-07-29T09:24:00.001+08:00

Im at a lost.

11.24am

Im in over my head

2011-07-28T19:57:00.001+08:00

Im getting over my head......

I dont even effing remember is that how you say it -.-

SHEEZ AMABEL,it's not getting over my head..... it's in over my head -.-

OMG, suddenly so annoyed...

Science just puts me off nowadays.... Wait now-a-year.

THIS YEAR, I seriously hate Miss Loft being my science teacher! Not that she's really mean or what shit.

It's just like.... for the thousandth time I've said it. She just blabbers all the theories we have to know when we're like busy coping her shit notes off the board without even understand wtf it means.

Like seriously! Miss, it's not maths, it's fking science.

Science have more formulas and maths! Even though sometimes maths has serious mind fcuking formulas!

But science also has quite a bit of its own! So can u pls dont effing just write down the notes and expect us to copy it and read it and then fking understand it...

And please! For goodness sake, dont blabber the fking theory or formula shit when we're busy coping with copying ur effing notes :@

FAR OUT MAN, FML.

DAMNIT.

280711

9.57pm(GMT+10)

Need some....... well.... some? :D

2011-07-27T19:34:00.001+08:00

I need some new runners... sports shoes.

Weird huh! How u just simply change the way you say things when u r in a place for a period of time. Hmph :)

I just need some new runners, since the sole of my current runners is kinda 'smooth', which makes it easy for me to slip or skid across smooth surfaces :/

Which isn't good since sports/PE classes this semester is on Badminton and Tennis, which is normally in the MMC that has smooth surfaces~~~

Annoying thing is... Runners is just like a year old -.- ermmm, wts, Im not that much of a sporty person....

Oh whatever~

Just hope I get one soon :x

Into the mood again, dang, feel the urge to get things so much T.T"

Temptation D:< Gahhhhh.

And also to freaking concentrate on my studies! D': ARGH.

xoxo,Amabel

Wednesday, 270711

9.34pm(GMT+10)

How to survive if you're on a strike inside your room.

2011-07-26T18:02:00.000+08:00

How to survive if you're on a strike inside your room.

Stocked up ample food inside your room. It's best if it's sealed, so that no disgusting little things comes to stay in your room ;)
Have things that you need to be able to communicate with the outside world... Which is your laptop, phone, and even some pieces of papers and pens ;)
Have enough water in your room, or you must just thirst to death...... Luckily I didn't thirst to death! Even though I dont have any water -.-
If you're going to throw a fit, and you're someone that's likely to throw things to throw your anger or pressure/stress away with it, get a empty tissue box or some cheap useless stuffs that you're gonna get rid of and throw it anyhow you like until you're satisfied ;D
It's a good thing to pack up your room if you're bored inside.
Or a good thing to read a super thick book... Let's say 700+ pages? Cause I once read a 700+ pages book in a single day ;)

And that's on

How to survive if you're on a strike inside your room.

By Amabel Lim ;)

Heyyyy, it's Tuesday today :)
Had a assembly during first lesson for subject selection.......
It was basically giving us information about our subject selection for Year 10 next year, in 2012 :)
It's alright, and whoa am I blown over with the electives and subjects for Year 10 D:O

Totally, seriously, ultimately blown over.
The forms and all looks more like a year before you're entering university! D:

OMFG, I wanna bangka myself again -.- 14 years old liaooooo....
14, doesn't sound tooo old, nor too young........ So annoying and frustrating, all those choices in life.
BANGKKA moment again T_T

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Oh well, Mr Smith didn't came for enhanced maths class today, so we were all pretty much self-revising the notes and doing questions from the worksheets he gave us previously.
Danica finally came to school today! I thought she left the school or something, since she didn't appeared for the first week of Term 3 XP
So it was that she had a really bad fever, and blablabla.
Had recess, and then....... Need to refresh my memory... What was after recess?
Oh yeah, after recess, had FoodTech Theory class, worked abit on what we have to do for the assignment... I dont really get it though :x
And lunch, it was kinda mundane? But hasn't it always been? :/

Had Maths for last lesson, was work :) But it's alright I guess, gotta finish it off later on after this post ;)
And well, that's all :)
And here comes just one of the awesome quotes from Justin Bieber

If we only do the only stuff we're good at, we never learn anything new. Think of all the great possibilities in life that pass by because we're too scared to explore them and risk looking like a loser.

IL♥VEJUSTINBIEBER

xoxo,Amabel
Tuesday, 260711
8pm(GMT+10)

I miss the old days when we were all friends.

2011-07-25T17:52:00.000+08:00

Sup yooo...
Ok, the title is slightly off the track, but kinda true...
In fact it's true for everyone, it's reality. :x

Anyway, it's Monday. Yea, sure like no one knew, lol.
Okay, I complained how crap Day 6 of the school timetable, which is today......
Well, the Seirei students from Japan came to school today, well they arrived Melbourne last Saturday and lalalala.
We had a welcome assembly for them, as we usually would. I was kinda hoppy glad that the assembly was during the first lesson of the day ;D

Yesssss, skipping Enhanced Maths I thought ;D

Hahahaha, the Seirei students are cute/funny :P So are the adults :P LOL.

Well, we didn't actually skipped the whole of the first lesson, there was a remaining 15mins or so when we came back from the assembly, so we had to continued with the lesson till we get on to second lesson of the day.
I actually understood slightly better than I thought I would :D (Y) for me :P
But, some parts Im still blur blur sotong about it. It was alright overall. Had to revise the notes.

10.15am, bell rang, chiong write down notes. Go to locker get things for second lesson - science. Got my charger for my laptop out since we're going to the science lab, gonna charge my laptop there, since the powerpoints are so conveniently beside me ;) Hehehehe XP
We did another experiment...... And we have homework - prac reports due next tuesday. Note to self :P

Recess afterwards :) Hanging out with Caroline, Nori, Wency, Emilia, Georgina, Madison & Vi now, in the building, it's seriously sooooo much warmer. Not like the merciless cold wind outdoors TOT.......

Had Religion afterwards, stupid teacher came late as :@
Did a slight self-intro to the Japanese students :) gahgahgah... I dont like self-intro cos Im sucha -O- sucker in introducing myself, and to add that, I cant speak up, or even talk to big group of people, even though I only have like 27 people in my class -.-
I hate that, I hate that, I hate that... I hate how I cant speak up, cant talk to big group of people, because if I do, Im like a timid mouse -.-
Butttttttttttttt, when Im talking to people that Im familiar with, I've not that much of a problem -.-
Yesssss, wts is wrong with me ToT

Hopefully...

Hopefully people. >.<

And sooooo, we did work on the lame understanding faith shitnitz afterwards, waste of time. But well, I just took the wasted time and not waste it my watching my <3 POT anime ;D

Blablablablabla. Lunch, had burger, watched POT. lalalalalalalalala.

Maths after lunch, well we took down notes.

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We didn't do work ;D OMG YESSHHH BABY, well I wouldnt say that just because we don't do work. It's because the class asked Miss Sammut to tell us stories of so and so :P

I think the topic started with:
"Where did you had your first kiss"
and a spam of other questions XP
It was mainly about Miss Sammut's love lifeeeeeeee :D But hahaha there's one about when she was Yr 12. LAWL ;D
It was sooooo sweet, lovely, cute, funny, fun to listen to her stories :)
But hasn't it always? Teachers' stories are always sooo awesome :) I love it. Be it whatever they tell, it's always soooo awesome, soooo entertaining! Any words u can think of :P
I enjoyed those times when teachers tells stories :) of their life of course.......

WAITTTTTT, REWINDDDDDDD.... I suddenly remember my previous PE teacher telling stories... It was average, since it was all about alcohol, how teens blablablabla and u know -_-. But it's alright I guess.

But still! Overall, I love listening to teachers' stories <3 J'adore écouter les histoires des professeurs ;)
Heheheheheh.
Okay! Cya guys then :)

xoxo,Amabel
Monday, 250711
7.51pm(GMT+10)

LOL, I sound like nothing ever happened.

Oh well, that's good right? :)

Hope tomorrow's better :')

formspring.me

2011-07-24T19:31:00.001+08:00

Questions? :)
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These Days

2011-07-24T19:24:00.001+08:00

Hey......
Sometimes I wonder if I had the ability to heal my wounds slightly quicker than others......
Never had my heart felt so torn and broken, NEVER EVER EVER IN MY WHOLE LIFE.
These days, never has it been the best heart-breaking, shattering , cast out......
Pretty entertaining life I have yea? )';

Cya~

I swear with my fked up life~
I think I died once...... or maybe more than just once......
I died last night, I died at 12 midnight, I died this morning, I died this afternoon. I died this evening.
I revived last night, I revived past 12 midnight, I revived this morning, I revived this afternoon, I revived this evening.

Weird huh? I revived and forgot some of the pain around 3-4pm?
I was drained from all the crying, heartbreak the night before and in the morning & afternoon...
I dont feel like doing anything. But I was famished, I went to the pantry to find whatever fking thing I can find to eat and not feel so hungry :'(
After eating all that I can find, feeling not so hungry anymore...
Idk what to do, stare at laptop played games, meddle for awhile...

Open my closet and decided... Since Im so fked up for the past days... And I feel so drained, no mood at the verge of dying again......
And I dont wanna doing anything else... Just decided to pack abit of my closet.

Finished packing around 6-7pm? Felt abit accomplished, and my mood and everything else was more stabilized than before fked up.

Went to bathe, blablabla... Had dinner~
Washed, room, laptop, fb, games, blog, iron.
But seriously, dont feel like talking to anyone, anyone at all...
And worst of all, tomorrow's school is the WORST day of the timetable.

Enhanced Maths with awkward teacher that asks questions nobody answers T_T
Religion with fking idiotic teacher :@
Science and lazy to write on the board teacher -.-
Maths with nice teacher, but I fking hate maths.

And I've this load of fking religion homework on understanding faith shyt.
This fking enhanced maths homework that I've to do and dont really understand, but teacher said it's homework but he doesn't even fking check with us the answers or whatnot shit. asshole.
Science, did some experiment the last lesson, idk what shitnitz we're going to do next.
maths... pfft.

I swear I hate Day 6 of the timetable. FML.

Nothing seems to go right.
And I banged my head today before 3pm, which is when I was in the time of being fked up and fking crying, fking being sad, fking fked up.
Yea it hurts, I wished that killed me. Kaboom, bang, no more.
Apparently not, but idw to bang myself again -.-

cya~ I hope this fking shit better clear up and be gone, be forgotten. FOREVER into the depths of forever gone world, fking hell.

I hope so too :')

Please.

xoxo,Amabel
Sunday, 240711
9.22pm(GMT+10)

Bawling my eyes out

2011-07-23T21:52:00.000+08:00

Just bawled my eyes out crying :'(

No comments on that.
And not wanting to blog about first week back to school either.

Just because........

Well, I've enough of crying inside my heart that I reached the limit today and let it all out, just by myself.
Forever Alone

MLIF

Bye

I dont know how long I cried. I dont know if I slept... I dont know nothing at all...
Feels like I've been knocked out.
Feels like I dont exist.
I thought of dying, seriously I did......
And you know what? Previously, even back then [sg], I already had that though numerous times......
Because of the pressure, stress, studies, and every other fking things.
And even here I did think of that, I cried myself to sleep back then and even now.
There's just sooo many factors and things that led to that.
So many secrets, nobody knows......
Sometimes I wished I can just pour it all out and shout it out right in front of every individual person, make them know how I feel and what I know about their fugly dark secrets.
Sometimes I also think of writing it all out on a fking piece of paper and just fking disappear and leave.
Bet you never knew that... Bet none of you ever knew that.
NONE.

There's not a single person in my life who really understands me......
Even my best friends, be it guy or girl... NONE.
Even though I might have once mentioned that I told things to this guy friends whom I looked upon as a brother...... You can still never let everything go...
Because that's just how the fking brain, heart functions and because that's reality.

I cover up myself.. I really do...
I cover up how I feel and look inside in front of every single person... be it family or friends...... I really do.
I cover up the truth of what I want...... Because Im scared of rejection.
I just cover up every fucking single thing.... Every single little things :'(

Do u know how much I feel like dying just now? Just bang something and kaboom, Im dead, gone...... No more sadness, no more pressure, no more stress, no more studies, no more nothing.
NOTHING, GONE. :)
But then Im afraid too :'( Im scared......
Why~

xoxo,Amabel
Saturday, 230711
11.52pm(GMT+10)

One More Time

2011-07-21T14:24:00.001+08:00

One More Time

Just One More Time I will.

probably be able to know what Im doing or what I want.

probably go crazy with wtf is going on

go crazy because idk what to do... not sure anymore

well I was never sure...

And to add this Im even more unsure and surely will go crazy ><

killllllllllyyyyyyyyspreeeeee as if -.-

On my macbook doing anything I want... well almost anything because this school block this this and that and that and whatever shitnitz -.-

This and This is confusing.annoying,pissing,effing,whatever shitest(tat's not even a word -.-) word u can make up that is bad for meeeeeee

I doubt anyone will even wanna read on anymore... Im just typing them out in the hope of at least let out a tiny little bit of pressure/stress~

This is the worst post ever consider it the first post since I started school T_T

What a fail and disappointment :@

Just got into the classroom, it's freezing as usual -.- Stupid hole in the window, thus... It's so freaking cold all the time and the heat takes a long time to surround the room...

OMG I shall faint and go into a coma...... and get over it by crying when I wake up -.-

Im really gone crazy already... Almost almost there....... because Im just typing bullshit now.

Cya... dw to blog anymore. pissed pissed pissed.

im crazed.

xx,Amabel

Thursday, 210711

8.58am(GMT+10)

EFFING HELL, changed seating plan -.- WTF.

HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT

One More Time

2011-07-21T08:13:00.001+08:00

One More Time

Just One More Time I will.

probably be able to know what Im doing or what I want.

probably go crazy with wtf is going on

go crazy because idk what to do... not sure anymore

well I was never sure...

And to add this Im even more unsure and surely will go crazy ><

killllllllllyyyyyyyyspreeeeee as if -.-

On my macbook doing anything I want... well almost anything because this school block this this and that and that and whatever shitnitz -.-

This and This is confusing.annoying,pissing,effing,whatever shitest(tat's not even a word -.-) word u can make up that is bad for meeeeeee

I doubt anyone will even wanna read on anymore... Im just typing them out in the hope of at least let out a tiny little bit of pressure/stress~

This is the worst post ever consider it the first post since I started school T_T

What a fail and disappointment :@

Just got into the classroom, it's freezing as usual -.- Stupid hole in the window, thus... It's so freaking cold all the time and the heat takes a long time to surround the room...

OMG I shall faint and go into a coma...... and get over it by crying when I wake up -.-

Im really gone crazy already... Almost almost there....... because Im just typing bullshit now.

Cya... dw to blog anymore. pissed pissed pissed.

im crazed.

xx,Amabel

Thursday, 210711

8.58am(GMT+10)

EFFING HELL, changed seating plan -.- WTF.

HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT

When your heart starts beating fast when you do something you like.

2011-07-14T21:29:00.001+08:00

Supppp.... 10pm sharp right now.... I fell asleep just now when I was waiting for another idiot to come on yourtutor. :P Well forget about that... I think I slept about 1hour+?
It felt so shiok and nice :) But when I woke up... Look my eyes in the mirror... I feel so indebted to myself...
Yes how can one feel so indebted to oneself? I feel like everytime during holidays... Im not loving myself, the special things I've been given... My eyes***, body, any other things precious given by God :(
Especially my eyes... I feel so indebted about it... There's red line nerves(?) when I look in the mirror... I feel so D:(
Ohhhh why oh why.
Oh forget it... I'll just turn in earlier to adjust back to my normal sleeping hours :)

When your heart starts beating fast when you do something you like.

Quote from - PK.

Heyyy :)
Gosh... It's 11.28pm... And I just said I'll turn in earlier slowly until school reopens...
~~So Im just gonna put this post on hold. ;)~~

Sup, click 'Read More' ^^

Heyooooo

These few days and nights... I've been thinking about something...
Something that interest me alot... Well.... It might not be (what's the word), let's just put in the word : "REAL"...
Well I don't think I might actually really be able to do it... But Im really really really keen in doing it and making it work...
Well... I've been thinking of having a blogshop when I go back to Singapore... I wonder how long will it ever take to go back :/ like really go back.............
Well... I figured that I wanted to get something when I get back to Singapore from this blogshop that sells the things I want at a affordable;reasonable price ;D
And then I see soooo many other blogshop around my area.... They supply too...
ZOMG, the prices are so reasonable... And hehehe, I randomly calculated if I really have a blogshop, how much would I earn from this thing etc :P
Hehehe, I really like the number I see that time... And I thought oh well...
I always wanted to do it.... It's cool, earn money... And so....
I wouldn't be super duper into it... Let ignore my studies that kind of into it... But just another way for me to earn money... So I thought... How great if I could that...
But there's well obstacles in life as we all know it...
So let me just list a few obstacles ........

Obstacles for me to open a blogshop
Will parents allow?
Will I be able to do it?
Will I have enough time to do it?
Will I be able to manage it between studies?
Will I be able to manage my time efficiently?
This is quite important... My phone bill? Well I used to use prepaid... Gosh... So confusing and annoying ._.

Sigh.... Im really really interested in setting up and opening a blogshop............
I even went to weebly and have a temptation of setting up the website first <:o
Yeappppp...... That's how interested I am in wanting to do this :P
Haishhhh...

Anyway Im intending to get this few things from a few blogshops when I get back to Singapore...
Hopefully I've enough money! XD

Things Im getting from blogshops when I get back to Singapore
Fred Perry Bagpack
Country Road Tote Bag
Peace Connector Ring
Earpiece (current one is slightly spoilt -_-)
Mini Hair Straightener

Hmmm... Im definitely gonna get > Fred Perry Bagpack & Country Road Tote Bag... ;D

Well.... Im SUPER DUPER SURE AND WANT TO get Fred Perry Bagpack... Besides it's only @ $10! :P

Of course it's the inspired one, and not the original one :P But well, who cares! As long as I can use it :P

For the Country Road Tote Bag, well it's only $18... Compared to here where they sell like $49.95 AT LEAST...

Probably because they classified Country Road Tote Bag as Korean Bags in sg's blogshops XD

But the designs is only the normal design canvas one >o< but it's alright I guess ;)

And I don't care if it's not the original, as long as the material is good and all! Who cares! But it doesn't seem like it's inspired or not original to me :P Maybe they sell it much cheaper in Korea XP

And for the Peace Connector Ring... I love it sooooo much. It's pretty as...

HOW PRETTY IS IT? :D <3 <3 <3 Definitely getting it when I've the money..............

And for the earpiece? Well I've to save money too... It's like $5-$7. But it's alright ^^

For the mini hair straightener, found someone sellin it at around $12-$14? Forgot th exact price...

And I just like straightening my hair, and straightening it also makes it thin for awhile :P

Hmmmm, ending this blog post now! It's been an interesting one for me to blog about so far ^^

☮xoxo,Amabel ♔
Friday, 150711
6.40pm(GMT+10)

There's no reason not to laugh.

2011-07-14T15:10:00.001+08:00

TRUE TRUE TRUE 110% TRUE THAT ^

Reduces heart disease? hmmm, good :)

Especially Natural Painkiller...

Hahaha, mayve not so much of improving breathing...

lose weight? lol.

good sleep? hmmm, not really....

decrease stress? only the period of time you're laughing.

Supppppppppppp... (long train) :P Heh!
Hmmm, well update this post later on... Gonna go bath first ;)

Backkkkkk............
I feel so restless now... Body doesn't feel like doing anything... Cos it's tired x_x... I wonder what tiring thing I did today??? I doubt I did any ._. So what's up with all this ache-ness :/
I woke up at about 6-7am? But I only got out of bed at 7.36am when I heard mom woke up...
I had INSOMNIA last night. The feeling was shitas....
I hate having INSOMNIA... Worst feeling ever!!!!!!!!!!!
So last night I went to sleep at 1am... From 12-1am... I didn't do anything but lying down besides xbb, after xbb slept went back to my own room to sleep... Couldn't sleep...
I think I was awake close to an hour or maybe over :/
And I think at most I got 4-5hrs+ of sleep D:(

Chewing gummmmmm. chew chew chew... omn omn omn...
Why the hell is th internet loading so freakin slow? :@ Outburst... !@#$%^&*()_+{}:"<>?\
You better hurry up freakin internet -.-

Doing tutor online ._. nerd effed.
I seriously dw to do anything D: .... I think it's because of the insomnia I had last night....
And the tutor is pissing me off... Or because I feel annoyed and dont want to do anything at all ._.
And Im drawing it really ugly cos I cbf.

See the bloody x depth with the blue and red line?
And also that horrendous hemisphere on the RIGHT.

Showing how cbf Im right now...
And the damn tutor just asked me...

Tutor: "Was this question from school?"
Me: "It's from the book." (well idk what to say ._.)
Tutor: "Have you learn integration?"
Me: "Nope" (thinking, wts?)

And he's not typing any shitnitz now -.-.... In case you didn't c his name is Edward C -_-....
And he repeated his dumb question of.........

"HAVE YOU LEARNT INTEGRATION YET?

OMG, u r the worse tutor I had on Yourtutor.... bloody hell. Im so effing pissed now :@
And now he's asking me this shit green line he just drew....

As you guys can see... Im in a really lousy mood right now...

So it's best advised to leave if u want to ;)

Click "Read More" if u want more shit scolding post ._.

So all shitz from here on. Dont regret :x

OMFG, like seriously... How fking long does it take to type...

The green line is also a radius of the hemisphere, no?

Like even if you're super duper slow in typing, it shouldn't even took u that long, and I wonder if u r not slow at typing, are u slow at thinking what to say to the student? Well, then you shouldn't be a effing tutor at yourtutor u idiot.
IM SO FKING PISSED NOW. Seriously...
OMG, he RE-ASKS me about the bloody question from the book... I bloody copied every single word of the effing question STRAIGHT FROM THE DAMN BOOK u douche... and u ask me 3 freaking time... Are you sure the damn bloody question. OMG, fk off.... Im finding another tutor -.- u asshole.
I better not get u for the second time :@
OMG, I swear he really types damn slow, or he thinks and type ONE WORD :@ u blood idiot.
FK, 4mins to type what shit? cya fking asshole.

I added comments for the survey after every shit session on yourtutor. in your bloody face :@
]and wtf... im waiting so long for some shit tutor just now for this Edward C idiot...
And now where the hell is the tutor? :@
bitch slap.

Closing in~

2011-07-12T16:02:00.001+08:00

Hey :)
Gahhh, 1 week and 2 days of school holidays are gone! There's only 5 more days of school holidays left!
How frustrating :/ I wished I had a long school holiday to chillax and also study/revise :s

Today was average as usual...
Skype msg with Ashtyn today... She said her holiday was ALRIGHT when she actually went to HAWAII... -_- Then what's my holidays like? Worst than ALRIGHT :/ Jealous much...
And she's a nice person, not like she brag much or anything, she's really nice...
Well, maybe she has a awesome life compared to me T_T who's always at home... !@#$%^&*()+_{}:"|<>?
Sianz sia....

And seriously... I can just shout/scream/yell at my younger brother for being such a stupid childish idiot!
I want PEACE

And I've a feeling he thinks everything is easy and chillax like in kindergardens -.-

You better freakin wake up... baka.

Feel really annoyed now, dont want to do anything at all -.- Cos stupid brother :@

Hahahahaha!

How shiok would u feel if u did that to someone you hate or pisses you off so much!

TROLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.

Cya guys then ;)
Hahaha, spam of GIFs ;P

xoxo,Amabel
Tuesday, 120711
7.49pm(GMT+10)

Does this sound count as annoying?

2011-07-11T18:59:00.001+08:00

Does this sound count as annoying?
bong bong bop bop
(something like that ;P)

I love that gif up there! It's sooo cute :D And if u watch it in the movie, which is Despicable Me, it's even more cute and funny ;D
Woke up at 10am at the alarm that I set, but went back to sleep again cos I was really tired >.<
Woke up at 12pm? XP
Had 2 hotdog buns, super full seh....
Checked online, did homework, play abit, did homework, play BYM. work, work, play... lalalalalalalalala

8.45pm right now... Playing Boxhead 2Play with Alastair and there's bloody zombies XD LOL
Nothing much right now! So cya guys :))

PARTY ROCK :D

xoxo,Amabel
Monday,110711
9pm(GMT+10)

Every Girl's Dream

2011-07-11T11:21:00.000+08:00

Picture from Tumblr

From Tumblr
Every Girl's Dream:

• Get kissed in the rain.
• Have that one hot kiss where your pressed against the wall.
• Have a guy who thinks she's the world.
• Have a guy who holds on as long as possible when giving hugs.
• A guy who whispers he loves her in her ears.
• Have that moment where you just gaze into each others eyes.
• When you cry, he kisses your tears away.
• When you're not with your guy he's all that you can think about.
• Wearing his jacket and every time you breath in, his scent surrounds you.
• A guy who will watch any movie with her, no matter how teary eyed she may get.
• A guy who squeezes her hand.
• A guy who says he loves her and means it.
• A guy who will play her favorite song outside her window.
• A guy who is loyal.
• A guy who will sing to her no matter how bad he is at it.
• A guy who will kiss her on the forehead.
• A guy who will call her beautiful or adorable. Not hot, fine, or sexy.
• A guy who will never judge her for how she looks.
• A guy who says cheezy stuff to her just to make her smile.
• A guy who's the same when he is with her and when with friends.
• A guy who tells her everything honestly.
• A guy who's good with her family and introduces her to his family.
• A guy who will always let her win.
• A guy who stands up for her no matter who it is against.
• A guy who calls her at night just to say ‘hi’ and see how her day has been.
• A guy who tells her that her smile makes his day and makes everything better.
• A guy who will sit on the phone with her when she's sad, even if she's quiet.
• A guy who she can hangout and have fun with.
• A guy who will just randomly call her for no reason at all, just because he misses her.
• A guy who will hold her hand through the roughest parts of life.
• A guy who would love her forever no matter the circumstance.
• A guy who wouldn't mind her wanting to get all dressed up and do herr make up for him. Even if he says he likes her better without make up.
• A guy who runs his fingers through her hair, like he’s washing her worries and troubles away.
• A guy whom she can be herrself with and he will never give a care and would still tell her that she`s amazing to him.

Just thought I share this with you guys :) I found it on tumblr and I think it's really meaningful and sweet ♥

And Im gonna go study/revise now ;) Cya

xoxo,Amabel
Monday, 110711
1.21pm(GMT+10)

New Look

2011-07-10T23:07:00.000+08:00

Hey guys!
You probably noticed, I changed my layout :P Thought it needed a new layout. :P
I really really love this layout :D It's by Linda of MochaFrappes.com ;)
I love her blog and what she says on her blog too ^^ I think she's nice and pretty :)

Hmmm, it's just a really short post to tell you that I changed my layout (LOL!)
Im really tired right now, and it's already 1.04am... I spent quite abit of time editing her and there of my new layout! And here you go! :D
But of course the person who originally coded the layout itself must have taken at least a few days to finish the coding, unless they work on it the whole day. That's probably another different story :P

btw guys, whoever's really good at coding or understand what kind of code Im gonna ask you about pls tag at my cbox and leave me ur email or smth ;P

If you know these 2 codes that allows you to

1) When you click on a specific word/picture it shows you the hidden text.
2) When you click on a specific word/picture it returns you to the "previous page", like when you've sections of "profile, site, history" etc, and when you click "profile" and then you click "history", you click "BACK" (or smth like that) and it RETURNS YOU BACK TO the page of "profile"

That sounded alittle confusing BUT I REALLY HOPE if any of you out there understand what kind of code Im looking for, pls tag at my cbox and inform me about it so I can contact u and ask u for the code ;P

Thanks a ton :D

So cya! :D

xoxo,Amabel
Monday, 110711
1.08am(GMT+10)

Rest? No miss T_T

2011-07-09T18:09:00.001+08:00

Sup yo! I thought today was supposed to be a REST DAY apparently not... according to my mom...
But she was kinda busy today XD So I spent like half a day on tumblr and online etc stuffs XP
Felt a little shiok ;D
But apparently I didn't do any ~~work~~, revision. :P Hehehe, cos everyone was busy on and off doing house chores ;x
Had hotdog bun in the morning for ~~breakfast~~, lunch. Felt good to wake up around 11am+
Even though I set alarm to wake up at 9.30am... >.> Cos I've been like waking up 10am-12pm recently because of the late nights...
But I yesterday I forgot today was Saturday XP When I realised that, cbb turning on my handphone to off the alarm ;P
So I woke up at 9.30am, I was actually intending to wake up after like max 10mins, who knew I end up going back to sleep again :P
So I woke up at 11am+, washed up, had a quick check online.
Had breakfast, helped to 拖地板 :) With Alastair boiboi :}
Finished, multi-tasking, doing own things and sometimes going out of my room on orders/commands.......
Today is not too bad luhs, I like the weather today :) Quite good/~~perfect~~.... Just the slightly strong winds <:x
Overall the day's been pretty good ^^
Haha, of course mah, slack sia :P

Hmmm, nothing much to say about nawwww... Just gonna go study/revise bahs ;/
Or else v- (look at picture at the bottom that I got from tumblr either yesterday or today x;p)

HAHAHAHAHAH
TROLOLOLOLOL.

xoxo,Amabel

Saturday, 090711

8.08pm(GMT+10)

Remember to visit my tumblrs! Slightly edited~

Naruto Tumblr @ naruto-foreverr.tumblr.com ;D

Pictures Galore @ uniquepictures.tumblr.com ;)

Sup... And so Im doing my work/study/revision really slackily (hmmmm, is tat even a word :x)
Kinda locked myself in the room... no disturbance, no shitnitz whatever coming in and drumming drums into my ears -_-

MY LIFE HAS BEEN SEDENTARY AS ALWAYS...

GO ON LAUGH AT ME.

IM SERIOUS.

FOR I THINK I SHOULD LAUGH BITTERLY AT MYSELF TOO T_Tlll ;_;

Im glad music exists <3

Gahhh, Im not even doing my work -.- one question, actually not even one... wtf.
Im sucha a loser -.- .... Being so pessimistic... Seriously wtf is wrong with me now >..<
I wished I was as smart as BSJ... IMO seriously unfair there's all those people out there who doesn't even need to study in the least bit and they get such good scores...
To think BSJ doesn't study and get a perfect score... And he read something once and remember -.- wts.

Byeeee, dont want to spread my pessimism to others -_-

xoxo,Amabel
Saturday, 090711
10.31pm(GMT+10)

I love my music taste.

2011-07-08T12:40:00.005+08:00

Come to think of it... My music taste compromises(I dont think I should be using this word should I? :/) of 4 different languages ^O^

Korean
English
Chinese
Japanese

Well, it is currently in order of what kind of songs I like, but it change from time to time :P

Korean songs

Well, I randomly listen them :P From what songs my friends like, cos sometimes they post on facebook or something :P So I just listen to it online, I like then download lorh. Or my friends give them to me :P
And also some of them are OST of some korean dramas ;P

English songs

I get my english songs mainly from the radio and what my friends in school listen to. I try to find out the title of the song by remembering the lyrics ;P
Or I just go to iTunes and find out the top singles chart ;) Hehehe.

Chinese songs

Well, most of them are songs that I downloaded quite long ago, or friends give one. Or if I watch dramas on TV, I try to remember the lyrics of the songs that I like and google it and find out the title of the song and try to see if I can download it on safe music downloads website ;D

Japanese songs

Hmmm, I havent listened to any new Japanese songs yet, all the Japanese songs I've right now is all OST of Naruto :P Hehehe
But they're some really good ones :D I love practically all of them! Even though there's quite a number of them where's it's just the BG music, but some of the BG music are quite good too ;P
Haish Havent watch Naruto in such a long time, almost a year liao leh... Sianz sia. :/

Okay, ending my blog post here for the moment ;) Have to study! Finish Ch7.

HWAITING!!!

xoxo,Amabel
Friday, 080711
2.37pm(GMT+10)

5.36pm

Hey guys~
trying to get to the... Oh forget it, I got it. brb.

6.03pm
Back, finished one question, and cya -.- Have to help to do things /-/

xx,6.05pm

8.03pm
Sup, Im back ^^
Did abit of tumblr-ing ^^ for both my tumblrs :P
naruto tumblr
pictures tumblr
ありがとう :)
Gonna return back to work guys :/
Actually alittle bit tumblring XD
LOL, I think I did tumblring for like 20mins >.> Ok, seriously gonna start my revision now.

Cya wouldnt wanna be ya! :P

xx, 8.20pm

Tada!!! I promised, or did I said before... lol forget about it, doesn't really matter.
Well, here's a picture of my beanie/beret :) I got it from Rubi ;D
LOL, it's currently my fb dp atm ;)
Gosh, it's already 2.32am... I should get to sleep. Who knew I would b guai enough to study from... ermmmm 10pm+ to 1.34am... And after that well... I've like 50 tabs on of tumblr reblogging XD
That's what happens when you're on tumblr for more than 20mins. Esp the time where alot of tumblerers are online XD
Well, Im glad it's over, it took me forever... But I just add to Q... Cos I already reblogged like serious ALOT TODAY XP
And Im gonna sleep now!
Im like dead tired x_x...
And I kept sleeping in these few days because of I stay up till the wee hours to secretly watch korean dramas behind my mom's back T.T"
Oh well, whatever, and dont be kpo or report this shitnitz or watever lame crap :) tyvm~

xoxo,Amabel
Saturday, 090711
2.40pm(GMT+10)

OH YAY! I REALISED TOMORROW/TODAY IS SATURDAY!!!!!!!! :D:D:D
FYEAH :D

Odd one?

2011-07-07T17:20:00.000+08:00

Sup yo!
Today I slept like a log and only woke up in the afternoon... 1pm.
Ain't I pro, jokes. :P
Wash up and then had lunch. lol.
check check, play play. about 1hr+... Guilty~
Finally did revision on my own. But I ain't got any idea wth am I supposed to do to solve a ~~corn~~, sorry, cone question :/ So confusing, been thinking about it, and there's like a few more formulas to find out various parts of the cones compared to a pyramid /_/ gg.
Haven't even gone up to the exercise for the ~~corn~~, cone questions /O/ shitnitz

Im still so tired right now, even when I slept until1pm+ then wake up...
Well, it's actually cos I slept at 2am+ yesterday x:o
Okay! Gonna end here now, eyes are so droopy, man am I tired ><

xoxo,Amabel
Thursday, 070711
7.21pm(GMT+10)

No fooling around missy.

2011-07-06T11:11:00.002+08:00

So true, and everyone better take note ;)

Supppp :)
Studying today, making up for yesterday. Totally didn't study much yesterday -.-
Well, yes Im studying today, but trying to get into the mode of studying seriously and not just study serious on and off...
Well... See you guys later!
And I promise not to swear or curse any freaking subject that Im studying/revising for >.>
Fingers crossed :P

xx,1.11pm(GMT+10) Nice time lol

Gosh, Im being distracted -_-" FAIL LAH, EPIC FAIL~

xx,1.39pm

Heyo, going still smoothly with my revision :) Just one question :x
Just gonna... skip it and HOPEFULLY come back to it T.T
.... shitnitz. I hate it when Im doing good in things and suddenly idk how to do the others anymore -.- freaking hell man. maths seriously pisses one off. :@
Skipped 2 questions liao. Do already also wrong answer... wth.

xx,3.20pm

Gotta work it out.

2011-07-05T09:48:00.006+08:00

Im gonna work today ;)

Because things doesn't always work out by itself.

Hey..... Havent even did any work or watever shitnitz. Gonna start right now :/
Hope I survive and not die guys >< Cya

xx,3.57pm

You really think I give a fk? Fking maths.

IDGAF about u fking Maths.
Seriously, maths, why the fk are u so complicated? U should only exist for just the addition, subtraction, division, multiplication...
Why so many other fking things? Fking algebra, fking linear graphs. fking hell.
FK U MATHS

6.55pm(GMT+10)
Just finished dinner, gonna do work -_-
Hmph, suddenly remember something BSJ said :) Probably try it... LOL.
And sorry for that ^- .... crazy outburst up there T.T

xx,6.56pm

I hate you graphs.

I swear I can just bang head and die whenever I see maths... FML.
This post looks like a effing log book of all the bad things I said or happened today -.- wtf.

xx,7.36pm

Procrastination is never good. Not a good thing to be used to either :x

Remember that my file is super fat with all the worksheets from Semester 1, hope to file them into a separate folder/file soon >.<
Procrastination sucks.

xx,7.41pm

Never apologize for saying what you feel. That's like saying, "sorry, for being real..."

2011-07-04T18:05:00.000+08:00

Heyyo :D
It's Monday today... (Well Duh XP)
I didn't really do work or study today...... :x
But I woke up at about 9.50am today? :) Cos need to go to a place with mom to get things :D

So we went to Dimmeys @ Werribee first and got good things at a really good;cheap price XP
One pair of Bonds socks for $1 siol!... It's really quite cheap :) And worth the buy, since the quality is good and all :P Got some chocolates, and some other stuff no one needs to know... LOL :P

After that we went to Werribee Plaza!!! :D:D:D
I went to Rubi to exchange my Black Bonnie Beret for a Slightly Dark Red Bonnie Beret :D
Which is this one~~~

Tada!!!!!!

I will probably post a picture of me wearing it soon enough ;)... HOPEFULLY

And also I bought 2... How do u call it... :x Braided Braclet? from Rubi. Each for $1 :)
Got one for myself and another one for Caroline, my friend. Cos her birthday is on the 14th of July. Will give it to her when school reopens ^^
I really like the braided bracelets too :D The money also goes to charity!
Im intending to get a few more for some of my other friends :D It's really nice too :D
It's like a friendship braclet, in a way... XP

After that went window-shopping on my own... since Mom was grocery-shopping >m< Soooo, Im alonneeeeeee....
Omooo~ I saw this really cute/sweet wallet @ Valleygirl, really want to get it... It's $15, but I've been like spending abit for the past few weeks :x Sooo, I feel really bad, and even if I do have the money to buy myself, I still feel bad, and idk how to break the news to my mom. :P
So I just simply took a picture of it XP
Walk walk walk. Finished walking the shops I wanna see, end up going back to Vg to look at the wallet again!!! <:O Hehehe.

Went to look for mom @ Woolworths.
Saw ____'s father otw, but dont dare to call out hahaha, idk why too. Perhaps cos Idk what to say :x Yeaa, Im stupid and silly liddat XP
Finished grocery-shopping and window-shopping, went to Point Cook library to quickly drop off and return the DVDs that we borrowed, and went back home afterwards :) It was already 12pm+ when we reach home :P

blablabla, unpack groceries, own things, etc. Let Alastair play my laptop - BOMB IT 2!!! :D
Had lunch afterwards, watched 'Up' again with Alastair :) I really like the movie ;')

Helped to fold the clothes while watching the movie :P Sucha a good gurl. LOL, so bhb XD
And then I cut my winter kilt!!! :D:D:D Mom let me cut it seh! And now just need to sew it, but we'll leave that part to mom :P That part needs a more skilled person to do it, not me sucha a blur bodoh XP
I really like the length of my kilt right now, I doubt I ever need to fold it anymore!!! <:O
VERY GOOD SEH! No need to fold kilt in the morning anymore, that takes about 5-20mins time.
Well actually I take about 5-10mins to fold it in the morning, but I've to adjust it again T_Tlll before I go to sch cos it's freakin uneven -.-"
So yeaa, the stupid kilt takes so of my time in the morning -.- Waste my time, tsk. But now that it's cut, the length is like ideal! I dont even need to fold it (hopefully :D) Hehehe.

Finished the cutting and iron of kilt at about 5pm+, it was pretty dark already -_-" So moody...
And went to bathe afterwards, used laptop, dinner, rest, and here I am! :D
I wonder what Im gonna next. Stay on my laptop? Go out of my room and do some other things? Or just find sa friend to talk to online (:P ?

Hmmm... Anyway Im just gonna end my blog post here ^^
Cya~

xoxo,Amabel
Monday, 040711
8.04pm(GMT+10)

2011-07-02T07:13:00.001+08:00

SOS!!!
Hey guys, I need you to help me choose between these 3 bonnie beret...
Which colour is nicer for a black-coloured hair (me)
Gosh, I cant believe Im asking this XP

Okay... Still in bed right now, gonna get up now :)

PLS DO REMEMBER TO HELP ME CHOOSE :D: THANK YOU!!!
xx

xx,Amabel
Saturday,020711
9.13am(GKT+10)

Having... Erm let me chk. LOL. Spinach & Risotta Triangles... It's some kind of pastry, but it's really good :D
Gonna monitor it, or else it will go CHAO TARRR
hehe :P

I wished there was someone who would say, "No, it's not alright", when I say, "I'm Ok".

2011-07-01T19:08:00.002+08:00

I wished there was someone who would say, "No, it's not ok", when I say, "I'm Ok".

I wish someone said that to me...
Not that anyone has really put down me...
But I wish...
Someone would say that to me~ :'(

Hello Minna!

It's Friday today! First day of the Term 2 holiday :) It's 2 weeks of holiday! Gosh I've been waiting for this holiday for like ages... Cos I was always complaining of how there's so many work in school and I don't get enough sleep.
Yeap, it's true.
But right now... When I've the holiday... It's like there's nothing I can do beside going on my laptop. And yes duh, I have to study, I can't just slack all the way. I HAVE TO STUDY. But no one likes studying, and Im not like some study maniac/nerd who studies 2hours straight. No, Im not that good.
And besides laptop... What else can I do seriously?
I've no life, I seriously don't have a life.
I can't go out - nearby places like the effing park that it's probably about 500m max away from my house!
Seriously?! Can you NOT say that I DON"T have a LIFE?
No, you can't say that I HAVE a life, cos I DON"T have one.
Seriously, I miss those days when I was like... what 4-5 years old?

Those days were the best... Everyone loves you, gives you practically everything you want, there's like so many fun things you can and want to do...
But nowadays? Where has all those times gone to? I don't know. I seriously do not know.
I've probably been finding; searching for those times since like forever; forever since I lost my way of having true genuine fun.
Must have been years, yes... Years, I'm sure it has been :'(

I seriously don't know what happened to me, to others, the children and teens nowadays...
Where has all those toys gone to? It became so tech-ky nowadays.
Where's all the toys. I seriously miss them :'(
No one ever plays with toys anymore... Not nowadays...
Even young little kids at the age of 9 have a freaking handphone and maybe even a iPod Touch?
Seriously, wtf is wrong with the world?
I don't know, and I do not want to know.

Somehow my heart aches.
My heart aches for what happened to the toys that are replaced by tech toys...
My heart aches that I no longer find that genuine happiness that I derived just from toys...
My heart aches... for I fear I can no longer find that pure; simple; genuine happiness ever again.

I ask you guys...

Is this what you truly want?

Are you sure about it?

I doubt so...

Cause I've never been sure about what I ever truly wanted.

Because I've fears...

Fears that others think are silly.

Fears that others think are unnecessary...

I FEAR.

Sorry people, I don't know why am I being so emo about this post and today.

I felt even more emo in the evening. For I apparently wasn't allowed to go on my laptop straight after dinner, because that's what I've always been doing, and ____ think it was wrong and bad. Which I agreed, seriously I do agree... But then... I felt lost, what do I do? What do I do? I don't know. I felt like Im alone...

Nothingness

Emptiness

Loneliness

But even... even when I was on my laptop, I do not know what to do beside facebooking, watching anime. Wtf can I do on my laptop? WTF CAN I DO?

I know this is stupid and probably absurd. I wish and wanted a casual holiday job during this 2weeks of holidays.

But fate just like playing with people, toy with their feelings, laugh at them...

Because Im not old enough to work.

So I TRIED looking for them online...

The ones like.... Paper Delivery, Baby Sitting...

I doubt there's any others.... But I can't find them...

I dont know wtheck wants baby-sitting around my area... I dont know where the heck I go to or ask for paper delivery, and I sleep in during the holidays -.-"

Seriously... My life is like a mess... Even though it's not as bad as last time(S) .... Thankfully, but still sad -_-"

Really?
Will you be there?

If only...
There really was someone...
Who would walk together with me...
And not make me feel alone.
If I ever find you,
promise me that you really will.

xoxo,Amabel
010711
9.12pm(GMT+10)

Dear July...

Please be good...

Please be better than June~

Bad? Very Bad :(

2011-06-27T17:48:00.000+08:00

Enhanced Maths lesson right now l:O...
But teacher haven't come yet... So doing my science work.
Enhanced Maths/ A Maths Sia -.-
shytshytshyt

So bored right now... Having Science. And been playing for like 40mins+... Gonna do my powerpoint now....

RE now... And -.- having Mr Leonard. Hell~ -.-
I dont even know wtheck we're doing T.Tlll

Shyt day man. Shyt monday. Shyt shyt shyt.
I just want Friday to come!!! :@:@:@

I seriously dont feel like doing any work today at all!
Enhanced Maths as first lesson of the day already sucks, and the teacher being all cold and cool -.- Like he think we're all smart people because we wanted to do enhanced maths -.- idiot.
you're here to teach us, not just supervise us thinking that we know everything -.-
FML.

Back home now. CBB blogging, and I've to study for maths test tmr, and finish enhanced maths's work

Bad? Very Bad :(

2011-06-27T17:33:00.000+08:00

Enhanced Maths lesson right now l:O...
But teacher haven't come yet... So doing my science work.
Enhanced Maths/ A Maths Sia -.-
shytshytshyt

So bored right now... Having Science. And been playing for like 40mins+... Gonna do my powerpoint now....

RE now... And -.- having Mr Leonard. Hell~ -.-
I dont even know wtheck we're doing T.Tlll

Shyt day man. Shyt monday. Shyt shyt shyt.
I just want Friday to come!!! :@:@:@

Back home now. CBB blogging, and I've to study for maths test tmr, and finish enhanced maths's work -.-

xx,Amabel
Monday, 270611
7.33pm(GMT+10)

Weather determines feelings at times~

2011-06-24T17:35:00.002+08:00

Sometimes weather determines one's feelings at times~

But... That's only until something good; better OR bad; worse happens~

Working on my science assignment...

Borrowed Spirited Away again, cos I want to finish it :D

Okay cya~

9.20am

And once again, as usual. Normally. and blablabla. Losing focus in doing work cos you're bored of it T_T"

Swiess Swiess~

9.40am

Working Diligently ;)

9.51am

Party like it's the end of the world

- 2012

Helloooooooooo. LOL, suddenly remember about a video I made with my brotherrrr~ XP

Shyt... Im in hyper mode for no reason @_@lll

Im crazy that way :x

Hello! Back home now :) Since it's Friday. Im in the mood to blog ;)

And yea, there will pictures, cos Im going onto blogger ;)

cya in a few mins. LOL

7.35pm(GMT+10)

Hello! Im on blogger now, but then I was doing smth else before this... No mood suddenly T_T Change so fast right? Nonono, not PMS, it's just me being so typical always changing feelings... That sounded kinda weird, change of feelings. LOL Not like I've a change feelings button! lawl~ My bad :P

Cant be bothered blogging what happen in school, not everything :P
OMG I becoming more lazy -.- Ugh~
Sooo anyway.
We have science, maths, recess, english, lunch and then PE today :)
Science was... hmmm... We just got a assignment before the holidays -.- No, the holidays starts the END OF NEXT WEEK :)
But luckily it wouldn't be on the report ;D
And then had maths, just copied down notes. :)
That took up like 3/4 of the class, and the rest of the class... Teacher kinda let us do what we want... sorta... I guess Having Maths test next Tuesday! D:< Had recess, and English next. Finished the film of "Much Ado About Nothing"... It's average, but the starting was really really boring and bad!

But I was just playing around with my laptop on photoshop for about 85% of the time XP applying abit of what I learnt on the last lesson on IT :) And then deleting it, cos it sucks D: so obvious that it was photoshp hahaha! Cos I zoomed in it, didn't realised, dw people to see it T_T No... I didn't photoshop myself, dw to be so bhb esp in school.

Had Lunch afterwards :)
And then PE. Well, PE was nothing much. avg avg avg.
And then went back to class after that. Got the new timetable for next week... Cos the school wanted to change next week's course to Semester 2's one... dunno why but whatever, have to change sooner or later.

WARNING: This is going to be a slightly LONG RANT
And I don't like the change of teachers!!! OMFG OMFG!!!!!!!!!! :@:@:@
Changed my PE teacher to some person that idk, and people were saying "Ohh, ahha u got Miss baron" something liddat, but I dont even know wtheck was that >:O
And then I changed my Religion teacher to some anonymous teacher that I dont know, and I think I will dislike her more than me current Religion teacher, even though my current Religion teacher isn't all that bad.
And my Humanities teacher isn't Mr Pinto anymore!!! >:O >:O >:O This is seriously bad! Mr Pinto is like so funny and nice! And I dont even know once again wtheck is my new humanities teacher! :@
It's not even funny or nice to not know who is my teacher, especially some anonymous teacher's name that I've never heard of... And I dont like the feeling of waiting till the lesson comes and learn what a bad new teacher I've... //
And apparently I didn't change English teacher @_@, and I concluded it was because all the Nigel's english classes were so behind, we have to literally stay with him, and continue having him as our english teacher! :@ Effing hell :@ argh~

And on some days I've NORMAL MATHS I also have ENHANCED MATHS HOW GREAT -.-lll 2 lessons(It's 75mins! Mind you! ><) of Maths in a day!!!

Well... Nothing much else to rant or complain about :)

Erm... So cya guys! :))

xoxo,Amabel
Friday, 240611
8.21pm(GMT+10)

Memorably sad? :x

2011-06-22T19:14:00.001+08:00

There are times where you want time to go by faster...

but......

There are also times where you want time to go by slower...

But there are also mixed feelings where you want time to go by slower, but also at the same time faster...

Like you wish time passes by faster for that few minutes, but after that, sometimes good/fun happens... And you want time to go by slower, just so you can enjoy those moments.

It's Wednesday, 22 June 2011... That is sooo weird saying out the date o.O

I wished time could go by faster because I want the holidays to come soo badly :((

Time passed pretty quickly today :)

And IT class was kinda memorable in a way, even though there's nothing much? Mind you, it was cos it's the last IT class today~

Somehow it's memorably sad? Cos we've the best teacher ever~ And she's really really nice :)

Hmmm, I suddenly dont feel like blogging now. PS

So cya~

xx,Amabel

Wednesday, 220611

9.13pm(GMT+10)

Love is Crazy

2011-06-21T18:36:00.004+08:00

Because I think I must just fall in love with you during the times when...

I ask you a question and it becomes alot more of other questions later.

whenever I asked you for help regarding my work, you were almost always there to help me out

our short talks becomes long talks

how funny you are at times.

how random you are.

how relaxed I am when Im talking with you, because it's like I can tell anything to you.

how I feel and think that you're my guardian angel and The One.

I know all this sounds ridiculous, and I cant believe it myself either.

It's like you've been there my whole life, it's like we're best friends since forever. It's like how somewhat knows what you are doing at times, what you like and dislike, and also how you know what Im doing and thinking.

There's this magical feeling and bond whenever I talk with you.

And almost every night I keep thinking about our long talks, and wonder about things that makes me smile in the dark.

There are so many scenarios I've played in my head when Im awake at night.

Somewhat I feel creeped out, but also safe and happy. Feeling creeped out because just like that I may have fallen in love with you, but also safe and happy that I know you. :)

U make me SMILE (:

U make me day dream (:

U make me dream or think about you sometimes in the night x:

U make me feel safe and happy (:

U make me feel more confident (:

U make me come out of my lil shell (:

U make me think of things in a different perspective (:

U make me like you (:

U make me think that I might have fallen in love with you (:

U make me wonder if this is possible l:

BUT STILL,

U make me like or maybe love you even more (:

♥ It overwhelms me~

Because I really want to be with you... But I guess....

Monday - School

2011-06-20T16:57:00.001+08:00

Helloooo :)

Back to school after the long weekends :)

Was dreading to wake up early just for school. But well I kinda like the atmosphere at the start of school.

Certainly not the entire day in school.

I like the feeling atmosphere before classes start at the lockers :P

But English is the first lesson of the day @O@ How "great"... Sianz~

Downloading Prince of Tennis Episode 50 right now :)

Im not really sure what to do for English's "Letter to the Editor" :x

Okay. Nothing much right now :)

Actually maybe I'll just blog abt yesterday :P

Sunday, 190611

Woke up around 8am+ But only washed up and everything at 9.10am

(Yes, I know I said this in the previous really short post, but I couldnt be bothered blogging after coming back from hp.)

Had meepok and some risotto pastry :) Lalalalalala, helped around, use laptop, facebook, rc. blablabla.

Changed around 10am+ and went out at 11am+ :)

Only reached Highpoint at around 12.30pm or so? Cos we went to somewhere else before going to highpoint :P

Gosh, sales everyone @_@" But not happy, cos I pok-kai liao...

omg, I saw a .... I think u call it a Boyfriend Tee?

I saw one at "Hipster" for $15? There's also lace detail at the back <:O Omo~~~

But didn't get it :(((( Soo sad : /

Media lesson right now, last lesson of the day and Im soooo glad that I finished my media animation :D

Watching Prince Of Tennis right now :P Downloaded 4 of them today :P

Might download afew others on Thursday or Friday? XP

Hmmm, cya~

xoxo,Amabel

Monday, 200611

2.56pm(GMT+10)

Hating it when things load real slow~

2011-06-19T17:53:00.000+08:00

Goodness me!!!
I seriously hate it when things load really really slow :@ Soo annoying -.-

Oh yea, and hi everyone! It's 9.51am over here right now :)
Woke up around 8am+(but still laying in bed XP) and washed up at 9.10am :)

11.46am

2011-06-16T21:53:00.000+08:00

When you've like a total of 54 movies, and there's like more 30-40+ of them that you haven't watch. And it's a off day tomorrow! NO SCHOOL...

You stay up and watch show :D Just cos you don't feel like sleeping XP

Hehehe, I finally finished watching House Bunny, remembered left it off like afew mins when I was at Tess's house last time...

Actually wanted to watch 500 Days of Summer, but it was like really really boring: the starting... Thought maybe just watch with mom or something...

And soo yea :x

Hehehe, finally I get to watch Despicable Me! OMFG. But right now I want to sleep liao >.<

So Im not sure should I continue watching Despicable Me... Only watch about 5mins? So now if I want to stop also can stop :P

OMG, I saw the minions! SOOO CUTE :D HAHAHA the way they talk XD

Ok... I think I'll stop...... OMG They're soooo cute XD

Okay, cya :)

xoxo,Amabel

Thursday, 160611

11.53pm(GMT+10)

Because I've to...

2011-06-16T17:28:00.000+08:00

Because I've to....

11.37pm...

It's hard core working right now :x

11.47pm...

Chilling abit, looking at facebook pages of shops. LOL. And the website itself....

Thursday, 8.31am.

HELLO. I slept at 12.12AM yesterday/today... @_@

And Im in the library now!!! HELLOOO IM IN THE FREAKING LIBRARY DOIN MY FREAKING RELIGION ASSIGNMENT.....

FMLFMLFML.

8.31am(GMT+10)

10.40am

WTF bitch... Seriously wtf. It's other people's markers, and I ASKED THEM! NOT YOU! Your brain fried already isit? Cant think properly?

People LEND them to YOU, LEND YOU BITCH. And I asked THEM if I can borrow THEIR markers, and they SAID YES, u fking bitch. Get the fact right... It's NOT YOURS, IT's OTHER PEOPLE'S ONE, NOT YOURS. And I DONT HAVE TO EFFING ASK YOU to take them, because it's NOT YOURS effing BITCH.

Having Religion right now, trying to finish it >< Crap man...

10.41am

12.04pm

Just finished recess. Having English right now.

Apparently, it's silent reading or free time... WTF!!!! !@#$%^&*()_+{}:"<>?\ ALWAYS GIVE US FREE TIME! NO WONDER WE'RE 12345678910 BEHIND OTHER CLASSES! :@

Fine, give me free time... Im not gonna waste my free time. Have to finish 2 of my assignments that's due today. Luckily it's not 3 assignments >w<

3.04pm

Sooo much homework. Doing my Health assignment right now when it's Science... Because teacher don't care -.- Somehow I've a feeling if this is uni... The science lessons I've right now... The attitude of the teacher is the kind of attitude u received from most teachers in university ><

BAD BAD BAD Urgh~

Ok! Cya. Have to rush. 2 assignments due at the end of the day. :O:O:O

5.32pm

At home now... And yes, I successfully finished and handed in my health assignment and religion assignment today! :D

Just hope that.

health assignment, teacher see that I've emailed her, and not think I didn't gave her the assignment and give me a N on my report D:

religion assignment, well I think I suck at that... Just dont wanna fail... pass can liao ><

Ok..... Im gonna go bath now... And so glad there's no school tomorrow!!! :D YAY!

7.28pm.

Watching Beastly now ;)

Cya~

xoxo,Amabel

Thursday, 160611

7.28pm(GMT+10)

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2011-06-16T15:36:00.001+08:00

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Sometimes words doesn't spill everything out.

2011-06-13T18:43:00.001+08:00

Okay, keep lamenting over it -.-

Humanities Classwork (crapcrapcrap, idk when it's due ><)

Media Animation (crapcrapcrap, not entirely finished taking the pictures!!! AND MY FREAKING STORYBOARD >:O)

Health Assignment (nonono, it's due tomorrow >< And Im still working on it)

English Essay de Planning Sheet (>.<)

Science Test on 21 June

Religion Assignment (due 16June)

Shyt man... If I took off the brackets, it would look like this.

Humanities Classwork

Media Animation

Health Assignment

English Essay de Planning Sheet

Science Test

Religion Assignment

And THAT! Already looks creepy enough that I've soooo many homework... But each subject's work required is like ALOT D':

I cant cope..... OMGOMGOMG

I pray that I can finish things in time :') Please.

Pray~

xx,Amabel

Monday, 130611

8.43pm(GMT+10)

2011-06-13T10:32:00.000+08:00

Hello! It's been soooooo long since I actually went onto blogger to blog... All the blog posts for the past few days; weeks; months were like all typed up when I was in school XD

Anyway today we have the day off, it's a public holiday - Queen's Birthday :)
Kinda glad :D Cos there's sooooo many work :( And I guess I never really had a rest even during the holidays :/
But Im glad I took a evening nap yesterday :D Soooo shiok XP

Anyway, on
Saturday went to Lake Mountain for tobogganing :D Awesome & fun as ;)
But... body ache -.- And it still hurts now :/ But it was fun overall, AND TIRING <:O
Had to wake up about 5-6am in the morning and went out at 7am and reached there about 9am+? :)
Went to Footscray for dinner :) Oh yea, there's a effing bitch who scolded me in some dialect I dont understand, and I think she always scold people like really into scolding people, cos she was like some mad ___ ~~howling like crazy~~ -.- Pfft, can't be stuffed, just walked away.... But I regretted walking away like some blur idiot -.-lll And I thought that I should have done THIS


Yea, ikr so bad of me Well, tat bitch was even worse :)

Finished dinner, and that bitch's car was still there, I felt like kicking her car's tires -.- But well... I hesitated and I didn't =.="
Reached back home @ approximately 6-7pm? :)
Sooooo tired >.< Bathed, rest awhile and used laptop... After awhile, did my English homework ;)
And who says u cant write 932+ words with just using two foolscap paper and also leaving a blank line in the middle? :)
Somehow afterwards I was not as tired :D So watched The Last Song with Mom on my laptop :)
Slept at 12.30am+ XP
The movie was quite good :) Kinda touching & sad :'(

Today I guess Im gonna do my work :)
Hehehehe, and these 2 days I found that Im alittle bit into working mode! Woots! :D Sooo happy and glad that Im slightly concentrating more than usual :))

Hmmm..... Guess Im ending here now :) Cya~

xoxo,Amabel

Monday, 130611

12.30pm(GMT+10)

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2011-06-13T08:26:00.001+08:00

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TGIF.

2011-06-10T14:42:00.001+08:00

Im genuinely glad that it's Friday!

Thank God It's Friday! :D

I seriously need a rest, no doubt... But even though the long weekends which is: Saturday - Monday no school.

I think I will be trying to finish my work, which I doubt I will, because I'll.... either be distracted online, going out and not having enough time to finish as much work as possible and all the various reasons T_T"

Going for a mini one day holiday on Saturday :))

Going to some place with snow! Going to the place with snow and skiiiiiiiiiiiiiii :D Sooo excited, but abit nervous too, cos Im not sure how to ski :/

Okay, gonna come back later on... Trying to finish my English Essay on computer right now before the lessons :S

xx,8.32am

Last lesson right now.... @ 3.07pm :P

Having Health lessons right now instead of PE because we've a health assignment and there's no health lesson next Monday because of the Queen's Birthday...

Anyway...

So today was pretty rough? Or alright, I dont actually know.... Busy for so long... Dont really care anymore... But it's of course duh! mainly tired D:

Anyway, Had Science, Maths, Recess, English, Lunch, and now Health.

Science was AS USUAL... Teacher just wrote everything she think of and want to... T_T And gave us work to do in the textbook -.-

And like 2 days ago emailed us have a stupid test on 21 June -.-

So many things to look through and revise for the science test! D:

Had Maths, and did some questions online... And it was kinda hard D: OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG, Im literally dead D': BADBADBADBAD

So in the end, the whole lesson trying to do the questions and yeaaa....

And then lunch, but have to go to media room to try to do my media animation :/ And I haven't finished my lunch.... Hardly ate it :x

After like half of the lunchtime passed, got more hungry :/ Dont care just eat in the room, nobody see hehe, and I didn't really dirtied anywhere :D

Quickly packed my things and went to lockers to get my things for PE/Health... So now I am :D

6 more mins till Health lesson ends! :)

I cant wait to go home...

And did I mentioned? I forgot.... Im gonna go skiing tomorrow!!!! :D Woots~

Okay, ending here now... Maybe gonna send it at home :)

Oh and hahaha I downloaded everything I could today, and 0mb left now XD

xx,3.15pm

Back home now, and just gonna send the email now :D

xoxo,Amabel

Friday, 100611

4.42pm(GMT+10)

Seriously, stop the influx of questions D:

2011-06-08T19:52:00.001+08:00

Seriously stop the influx of the questions?!
Im not your EFFING DAMN KNOW IT ALL GIRL OKAY?!
Im not the effing internet.
Don't ask me whether I know wtf happened.... I CBB reading the effing online articles everyday! I only read it from time to time...
So stop effing asking me wtf happened and all those fking shyt.

Stop effing ask me to do so many things at once when Im effing do my fking homework!
fking hell, I need time one okay?!
DONT GIVE ME ONE WHOLE PILE OF FKING SHYT TO DO TOGETHER.
Im not superwoman, I dont have so many hands, my brain only works 5% of it all... I can't squeeze in anymore %, Im already so stupid, yea right happy? I call myself stupid!
U LIKE IT? Cos I rather be stupid than be piled with all this effing things you ask me to do!!!
IM NOT A FKING ROBOT!
I need a effing rest! You need a rest, well so do I!!!! IM A FKING LIVING HUMAN! I've feelings! I GET TIRED! I need TIME!
So stop all these fking shyt of asking me what happened, help when I've so many fking work to do.
FML seriously FML!
Stop it man. FML

Wednesday,08011
9.52pm(GMT+10)

STOP NOW PLEASE.

2011-06-07T18:52:00.001+08:00

STOP NOW PLEASE.... PLEASE seriously...

I feel so tired all of a sudden, I just want everything! EVERYTHING TO STOP RIGHT NOW!

And it's not because of anyone... I just feel really tired right now...

So much things on my mind, so many things I've to do...

So many things, but is there that much time? :'(

I dont know why... Feeling like Im gonna break down...

I just want a rest now... Why is life like that, and I know adults must feel alot more stressful than what I am feeling right now...

But I really just want a time off. PLEASE :'(

I dont even know why I am typing this...

Maybe just another place, wait.... THE ONLY PLACE, where I can almost say everything out... ALMOST everything...

I just need to scream all these out...

But it doesn't work :'( IT DOESN"T WORK :'(

Whyyy, why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Time please stop now :'( Im begging you.... PLEASE.

PLEASE, JUST STOP. JUST STOP.

Bye I guess... And please whoever reads this don't go around mocking or laughing or saying some effing gossips. just stfu :) thx.

Bye~

xoxo,Amabel

Tuesday,070611

8.52pm(GMT+10)